Honey, Lover, Friend

Honey, Lover, Friend

Lady I remember feeling you against me
Deeply breathing in my ear
After our intense session
Steaming up the mirrors, sheets we sweating
Honey you're an expert lover the way you
Do what you do
Your hips rock like a dancer do
Your strawberry scent melts into my skin
On off days you're a hell of a friend
Always down to defend
With fire & passion in your eyes & heart
Your tongue was fierce and your brain smart
My honey would whisper syrup heavy words in my ear
At friendly dinners
Rub my thigh in chuch like sinners
Sit with me play games and watch movies
Melt my heart when it freeze
Friend you are my lover, bring honey please.

Hoodie days

Hoodie days

Dude on the corner, dirty finger nails, where he always stands
Gun on his waist, pockets dirty with money in rubber bands
Hoodie over his head covering his face
Eye contact made if enough space
He felt grey was the color to match his mood
He stalked the block and brooded
Like the woman following her man in Afghanistan
Only eyes visible
Suffering in heat so miserable
Disabling senses
It's the days and nights she rocks hoodies over her head
Like American p.o.w.'s
When they are on the verge of dead
Begging and pleading for their life
Tear drop stained pages, confessions of love to the wife
The hoodies are the same trap in disguise
Covering the fears in their eyes
As well as the minds sin
You never know where the hoodie days end and begin.

Where

Where

Overlooking the landscape
I see where the clouds and day break
Crystal clear is the sea
Man I wish you were still hear with me
Under the fluffy cloud stained sky
I strain to look further with my eye
Miles of flowers and beauty for days
Long boats pull into their own bays
Beautiful people wonder around cities
Cab rides, by gypsies
On the search for you
I opened my eyes and dreamed of you
You disappeared before we were through
Now under the suns powerful rays
I pan in all directions to meet your gaze
Can't seem to locate you
I don't feel you any more
Your purpose is through
So are you lost forever more?

Bewitched

Bewitched

She claimed to love me
She spread her legs for me, inviting me in
She winked for me to see
Sucked me in, seeing how her body bend
When she wasn’t in my bed I dreamed of her lips
She got me bewitched and under her spell
Smelling her scent when she wasn’t around
I find myself finding my way to her side of town
She had a way with me
Slowly she would grind on me
Stroke my head sweetly
Her soft buttermilk skin would feel good on me
Her full lips pressed against mine in shadows
We had quickies in flowered meadows
I was under her charm
Influenced by what she cast on me
But I don’t want to set off the alarm
A quick hit is all it was supposed to be

Heavens door 6

Heavens door: Part 1: Humble entry, Part 2: By Any Means, Part 3:The Return, Part 4: Gained Entry , Part 5: War with heaven, Part 6

One of my favorite times of a year a single dedication. I miss ya Madre

Heavens door 6

The war dies down
I’m sorry for the invasion
I know how it sound
I’m just saying
Mi amores are there and I needed in
You told me before that rules you had to bend
Never said you wouldn’t do it a second time
Tears replace understanding as you had my wait
Pain replaced nervousness as you fed me a line
I flirted with hate
Now you torture me
With the ability to see
But not speak
To touch but not feel
God help me understand your anger in defeat
You’re the one that went back on the deal.

The gates open and we exchange hugs
It feels so great to experience undying love
I dream of you both during my walks
Close my eyes to envision our talks
So many things to say stories to exchange
Feels like somewhere I belong
Is that strange?
I know madre you’re gonna tell me I’m wrong
I need to be strong
I’m hurting and bleeding
A patch from you I’m needing
I need to See my Neil James for a few
God wouldn’t let me come though
My head is hard, I thought you knew.
I know you want to tell me
This place is for after life
I do see
I want to visit in my half life
Because I miss you guys dearly infinitely
No amount of understanding will make it okay
I plan to seize and enjoy this day

Some of the things I want to say
I love you more everyday
I got school out the way
Life is still tricky
A real mystery
Tears don’t come easy
Your words & touch are my serenity
I’m still here strong as ever
My entry into heaven always been clever
So now I need you to tell me its okay
Gonna be alright
I need to be short with wind, long with sight
Coach me on the proper way
To say
Te amo mis amores (I love you my loves)

Stolen

Stolen

We walked, we talked, and we made love
We had messages passed
She play fought and shove
Wasn’t concerned if we was to last
We just enjoyed the moment
Times passed, seasons changed
Our status we had to own it
Friends with benefits to partners we ranged

Having this conversation was strange
I understand why
We’ve stolen to much time
Deciding nothing as the clouds flowed by
The moon and the sun meeting on the same line
Like we should be

Now our broken promise you’re standing next to me
We said there was to be no discussion about relationship
Our happiness your friends had to tempt
Because they don’t have their own
Our joy is stolen because we owned it

Stolen memories from our dead baby
Still born
We honored that young God like he was still born
On his proposed birthday
Your friends say that’s what we get
Stolen was how in this life we exist

We stole time from our future to make out present
And our after glow was pleasant
As we shared your secretion
From tongue to tongue, lip to lip
Your fiending for this
This feeling of accomplishment
This feeling, this rush of us
See we weren’t together in the least
We have been together for years
Two fingers to our peers
We are united in our matrimony
Of thievery