To Keep it REAL

To Keep it REAL

its hard when you hate your reflection
Praying to the lord that you got the right protection
Wondering why your mom didn’t use protection
Teardrops cross eyes and make streams of cheeks
A hard swallow before you speak
MUTHERFUCKER!!
Yelling from lungs
Rage so deep
A coma sneaks up
Still yelling in your sleep
Uncontrollable
Inconsolable
As the realness is something you realize
Awaking to that reflection in front your eyes
All you can muster is FUCK YOU
From every fiber in my being
Every cell in my blood
Every morsel left in me
If it’s the last thing I am to say
The last feelings I am to feel
Then fuck you so more
Reflection
You took something from me
Made my life and living hell
And left me at heavens gates
Used abused and bloody
Told god to break me off of his money
Wished me no good will
Kiss me on my forehead and tell me you love me
Condemning me to your hell cause you focused on the money
Its nothing but an object
You don’t object
To giving it away
So I will politely
Take myself out of your equation
You + misery – me
= Loneliness
Forever