Sunday, January 24, 2010

Solved

Solved

Not just yet
Sometimes moving in silence
Is how we reset
Sit down and converse
Make the bet
Allow emotions to disburse
What’s under the mask and cape don't matter
The melodies are still hypnotic and the same
Like your hurt and mistrust
Let’s let it all scatter
Like forever lasting rivers that are by the name
When a pebble hits waves spread like dust
The questions are answered and the problems are solved.
No Worries.

"Turn IT Up"

"Turn IT Up"


the summer’s here and lust is in the air

To many sex is plentiful maken love is rare.

The sensual, emotional, and mental

In the background rockin "pony" Instrumental.

Now if you don’t like this, I didn’t mean to offend you

In the rays of the sun ebony goddess your beautiful.

Seeing you in the morning is something I would do.

Watching you sleep look so lovely

If GOD didn’t have angels anyone would be above thee.

At noon when heat is at its peak

like when I use to massage your feet.

And take ice cubes and cool your skin

round your nipples to your kitten sorry if water got in.

With that trace my tongue had to follow

Like Limbo "How low could I go"

I hit the back of your neck I know it made you trickle.

I remember when it use to tickle, Got the juices flowing it’s that simple.

My fingers stroke your back, I see you re-act

The rush of feelings that move lack.

I saw you GASP when my fingers explored down south.

But I wasn’t going where U thought just checking the thighs

Still looking in your "pretty Brown Eyez"

So as I retreat, and take you off your feet

U thinking I’m going where both your legs meet

But really I`m gonna kiss your thighs

I know U surprised

Yet hypnotized

I could hear it in your moans and your cries

I wanna make love to your mind, stimulate your body, yet pleasure your
soul

Didn’t mean to misrepresent but after this I want you to be like whoa...

Strawberry

Strawberry

Sweet tasting
Heart beating energy racing
Juices flowing through my body
Feeling like a fruity passion
That is like the after glow of making love forever lasting
The taste is like being high yet in control
The state of mind s magical, the standards up load
The red color is grand the shape is unique
As your eat
Your voice is muffled as you try and speak
The lasting pleasure of what’s forbidden
The smell is clear as if it was written
You can’t deny what’s there when you grab one
Out of the bunch cause you think you done
The many ways you can enjoy them
On a body, in whip cream but it’s not the end
In a sundae
On someone’s body
Long as you have fun and enjoy what you tasting
Put base in your voice, you fiending for the tasting
Send your mind into another dimension
Time has stopped space is bending
All cause the craving
In your stomach they living like days in
You have conniptions cause of the pleasure button
You loving the taste trying to get your something
Different than what U had before
Just 3 strawberries later you wanting more
Like a addict eyes looking through the refrigerator door
Like a See thru dress leaving you hungry for more
Strawberries on my mind like a dream
Juices flowing from my mouth like a stream


Obsessive Results

Obsessive Results

I held the gun to my head and prayed as the bullet released
The trigger left in the bullet butt a crease
So they can see where this bullet came from
As I laid dying on the white floor
I had a few moments to relive when she loved me
Placed no one above me
When she kissed my soul and made love to my mind
Just her voice sent tingles down my spine
Now I'm hunched over with my short term memory on the wall
Just like my heart now my body will fall

Monday, January 18, 2010

Hip-Hop Nation

Welcome to the Nation of Hip-hop, where woman heart stop
Where money mysteriously drop, and homes are a stage prop
Welcome to New York City, Where cats migrate from Philly
On the daily, young moms pop up with a baby old drunks are crazy
Hip-hop a.k.a. the double H, where emcees dreams shatter and break
Like glass in hood stores. Battle on the street breed emcee wars.
Like reserves doing four separate tours of duty on the front lines
We ghetto representatives, but being black is the crime
Hip-hop was bred out of desperation, they demean cause they lack the real education
People who don’t understand the bloodshed, shirts covered in red
Blood of the fallen is on us all, a leader step forward we wait for your call
100,000 strong and still growing, no matter it’s snowing, the energy’s flowing
Marching strong, the message is carried all night long, sunrise they in Delaware
For the fair, preaching the message of unity, more realize this where they need to be
The group is united and on the march down to Baltimore, the crowd’s expectations soar
As the back story of HH I evident, the energy prevalent, they grow more
Strength in the core as the destination is in sight, they marching in the moonlight
The capitol grounds is open, at 200,000 a police riot gear invoking
Bu the demonstration is peaceful, proving we can co-exist, but they tried to resist
The group swelled to half a million by the end of the day, what more can they say?
The nation contained all types of people, but when it turns bad it’s black
But when money there white people, feel we know how to act, they got the financial push
Their voice is mush, with contract non-beneficial, they we not business minded just lyrical
Hip-hop is not just music, cars, clothes, and hoes. It’s lively hood, everything all good
So they think on the elimination is the brink, in our teeth we sink
To get to the meat of the matter, like when something go wrong they scatter
This is my ode to hip-hop and the nation, people up your education
Before you make a wrong judgment call, down your stock fall
Cause you pisssed the nation off, your presentation was soft, not representing
But off it’s back you making a living, actually making a killing
And looking past our station, prepares for the up rise of the hip-hop nation

On my Honor

On my Honor

On my honor I swear I love you
The seas of the ocean can’t slow my progress to you
I try and do
The things the G-O-D’S allow me to do
But in some areas they stop me
Like all other man, I have arm, leg, leg, arm, head
Without the last I would surely be dead
It’s kinda hard from me for me to stay on my honor
Not really a bother
I try and make the choices that are right
But my soul and heart are too tight
Mind is it’s own souljah with golden arms
Hanging on like golden charms
My mind sometimes is, disloyal to honor
Cause it questions fact, when it begins to ponder
I have seen people cross the line with me
I try and be peaceful react through poetry
But few want to flow with me
Cause my honor is not what you think
My honor is truth that real people speak
My honor is loyalty and being straight
Even when you lie except your fate
Because in the light of wrong you still deserve a break
People, life is more than you make it, more than you think
Can start and end just as quick as you blink
You ask questions
We give answers
All learning life lessons
Exporting internal cancers
So on my honor I release it all
Before the floor fall
And this is all

Can you see me?

Can you see me?

You SO caught up in yourself all the time
That you not sure when you cross the line
You looking at what effect you
And the challenges you got to go through
But did you ever consider me?
Nah I bet you didn’t
But it’s alright, one day you’ll see
That I’m a person with no limit
I’m big enough arn’t I?
I won’t be able to flap my wings and fly
Cause things with me are no longer the same
I tell sole truths or the devil can spit flame
In my direction
And I won’t run for protection
Cause I might deserve it
I mean because you won’t care either way
Cause you don’t listen to what I say
I think you can’t see me
Sad, it’s really
But I refuse to dwell on you
And what you don’t do
Rather let you skate, and then go thru
The drama and pain
That I went through and it’s beginning to strain
Like food missing my stomach
You reliability begins to plummet
Like the stock exchange
We in a new ranger, I know it’s strange
But this is supposed to be a relationship
Or should I call
Than and find another way for you to fall
For me
Yet again
I admit you’re not my girlfriend
And you did “try” to be
Unsuccessfully
But that’s not how you see
Me
And that’s fine
Because quickly another girl
Could be inline
To take your place, cause she really sees me
Mentally, physically, and spiritually
And you need not to worry
Cause this thing right here I will surely burry.

Voices of the suffering

Voices of the suffering

People have you closed your ears?
To all the lost souljahs and all the fears
Lyrics spit over versus
Angels and devils reciting curses
People in the hood crying
And dying
Why so many people got a fear of flying?
Cause Sept 11th was set the hell up
That’s right the government is corrupt
I know it’s the truth
Osama ain’t been caught yet, there’s the proof
But no one seems to hear the cries of the families
Children crying or their momma and daddies
You don’t seem to hear the good dying young in Africa
A.I.D.S. you don’t care until it smack ya
You people who claim to rule
Making real decision over beer and pool
So why kick some bull
To the people you claim don’t understand
You got two stones and a bird in the hand
Yet you just claiming to do whatever you can
When time pasts you never see the sand
I’m listening clearly and I still hear voices
No by any of my choices
I been pushing for a change or new law
Been telling them fools. There’s been a flaw
Nothing is the same like it had been
Life or death when will it end?

Soulless

Soulless

Speechless
God Bless
My words jump out my chest
I wish you all the best
But I have nothing to offer
Send blessing to the alter
Trying not to falter
Under the weight
Of the mental Damnation
Lyrical preaching, the whole education
Teardrops and a casket
My heart will go on soul empty like a basket
I’m on a level, few can hang it
The last few words left on a sheet
I have no heart, can’t feel the beat
I’m on my own path
Don’t scare easy, no need to laugh
Battle armor, no need for a gun
No room for number 2, I’m cool at number 1
Cause black cats run away snakes bow down
Lyrics in my blood, feelings can’t be found
I was part of the first civilization
The whole abomination
Check the education
Cause one can be soulless
And still be the best.

They Kill Kings

They Kill Kings

Why you people want to be on top?
The chart is mine, my record is hot
Your number is one thought right on top
With a target on your back aimed at your heart
You night hip hop, you rap and your skills suck
How long you think it’s gonna last, you bout to run out of luck
You trying to take the game
Make a stake of my name
Made by slaves, servants, and prisoner people
The people below the level of equal
They revolt and rush the throne
Snatch the microphone
And walk off the stage
Just missed me with the bullet from gauge
Haters on my back, letting out the rage
In the club, holding their rap page
But the industry breeds ad kill kings don’t you know
Ghostwriters and borrowed flow
I don’t want it I’m alright just running with the pact
Looking at the pact
Of people ahead and behind me
I just want to be free
My status as an artist is set in stone
I’m straight political, I’m taking it home
I’m not trying to wave gang flags
Or souljah rags
Cause I’m not a king but not far below below
Cause they kill kings that I do know.

Classics (remix)

Classics (remix)

“I used to love her’
That's almost when my dependency occurred?
“Let's Get free”
They were right on, that's where I want to be
“Rappers Delight”
Here's Started the mainstream fight
“The Bridge is over”
Back to reality, Now I'm sober
“Paid in Full”
glad to be finished with this bull
“Walk this way”
Okay, I got too much to say
“Rock the Bells”
The truth still sells
“NY state of Mind”
Mindset I was trying to find
“Represent”
I want to be superman, but right now I’m Clark Kent
“Through the Wire”
I already walked thought the fire
“In my lifetime”
But there’s no life, like a lifeless rhyme
“I get around”
All the way around the world, I'm still down!!!.

Classics

Classics

“I used to love her’
If that’s so how could you let this occur?
“Down on bended knee”
Right then I was begging you please
“Rappers Delight”
Your booty was the finest sight
“The Bridge is over”
Since you been gone, I been sober
“Paid in Full”
You say you don’t love me that’s bull
“walk this way”
Okay, I ain’t got shit to say
“Rock the Bells”
It’s the truth Sex sales
“NY state of Mind”
You were the lady I was trying to find
“Represent”
I want to be your superman, but right now I’m Clark Kent
“Through the Wire”
Not having you is like living in fire
“In my lifetime”
But there’s no life, like a lifeless rhyme
“I get around”
Was the word, that you say while you going down.

Sinner Prolog

Sinner Prolog

Passing by the church
Know I cause all these people hurt
God calling my name but I decide not to hear
I think the truth is that I fear
The consequence of my action
Cause after every action
I’m usually sitting back relaxing
Like it’s another day
And that was my 4th consecutive sin so what could I say?
As I walked toward the church I get looks
But “he who isn’t without sin shouldn’t cast the first stone” is what’s in the book
I saw it in my first look
As I crawled through the door
Day by day reaching for more
Inching closer
With people telling me it’s over
“No more trying” but I continue to push hard
They ran to the preacher pulling my card
“You herd what he did?” “Here’s proof of fornication”
I thought you people had your biblical education
Searching for peace is what I was doing for me
IF you so in control, why not help me?
You want me to be a religious man
Then help me follow the plan

Def Soul

Def Soul

Music bumping in the car
You heading to the 2045 bar
Your soul def
Thinking you’re tight but nothing left
Looking to your back and you got a tech
But your mind and soul not up with your body
You think you big but you not Hoffa or Gandhi
Surrounded by bodyguards
But you a thug, playa, you suppose to be hard
You need to be alone, ride by yourself
Die by yourself; stop screaming bout you need help
You not def but you try to be
Claiming you a thug why lie to me?
Or really why lie to yourself, what’s the reason
You not NBA and this is not the season
Thinking your soul def, but really its treason
Cause you a club rat having ladies fiending
For the last bit of pleasure before you feel pain
That pulsates through your brain
Burning your skin like acid rain
No more clubs or Hot tubs
Cause your soul not def
Since it’s not def, there is nothing left

Soul Searchin’

Soul Searchin’

Sometimes I sit an close my eyes
To my surprise
I still can see
I be what people say I can’t be
I find my soul deep inside
It was to long of a ride
Standing there thinking my journey is at it’s end
Still looking for a friend
Who is my soul mate, I don’t know
I might just flow
Pretend that I’m happy, just for now may be
We’ll see
My happiness is prematurely interrupted
Sadness should be deducted
Follow my future if that’s true
I’m owed what’s due
All my pain and Sacrifice
Prove to be something twice as nice
Found U my 1 an only good
Made me forget about the hood
I may never be happy again who knows
That’s the way life goes
But when fear is lurking
I’ll still be soul searching

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Sexual daze

Sexual daze

I pulled you close to me
And put a kiss in your lips
You closed your eyes couldn’t see
As my hands grabbed your hips
And lifted you high
Against the wall
You begin to sigh
Held tight so you wouldn’t fall
Your mind and spirit leave your body to me
In comes a cell phone call
You didn’t even want to see
Your soul was coming close to me
We meet at the beak
Neither is us able to speak
Just lost in each others mentality
We kiss more, as you smile at me
You hair stuck to you face with sweat
Your panties starting to get wet
So under your skirt to the side
They slide
Always like you, in control
But it’s really your soul
Cause up in the craze
Of our sexual daze

Be a black woman

Be a black woman

You always scream and proclaim
You don’t want to be called out your name
Stop playing the same game
You a woman ACT like one
Don’t you have a son?
Then show him how you suppose to be treated.
No more crying tears, feeling defeated
Be a woman, not a little girl you hear me?
Ask your momma, how you should be
Close your legs with skirts on
No one wants to see how you were born
You so proud to scream aloud
When you in a go-go crowd
As you asked where the ghetto mama’s?
So much weave, you can’t get your hair wet
Nails with so much polish, you at an all-time high
They smell made your cat die
You black woman and you want to be free
I feel you B
You get to stepping as far as you can see
You so big and bad, not taking no shit
So what happened when you got your ass whipped?
Over that broke as nigga ray
Who is ghetto and at your house to stay
Eating up all your food
No dough he include
When he eating your kids cereal at noon
All there is left is the marshmallow moon
You so strong black woman show your worth
I know how bad it hurt to get rid of ray
But what you expect me to say?
It was right if you so big and bad
It’s a new day, you should be glad

Confessions of a college girl

Confessions of a college girl

When I was entering in college only using head game
Only ones were in single digit knew my name
I took 2 at a time in the lunch room
Where I was detained to sweep it out with a broom
I wanted him and I had to keep his friend quiet
So I went on a 2 part cum diet
They were happy and kept it on the down low
A lil bit later another would follow
In my basement was a family friend
Over I bend and in my mouth he slid in
That was over in seconds
My tongue was my weapon
A few more over the summer I take it as they come
It’s august off to college I run
When I get there I pulled out the right underwear
Bikini and thong to attract the guys
Low ride jeans attract the eyes
I like the way they fit on my thighs
Over the years I had sex many times
Sucked off guys in bathroom lines
Had 4 ways
While joining girls in foreplay
In 3 yrs I had many thrills
Like my trash can condom spills
Yeah U can call me a hoe, but I had fun
Got all my fantasies in when I was young
As I write this
I’m in pure bliss
My fingers explore where the sunkiss
Under my bikini my spot I hit
Oh dam that was good as my fingers I lick

Cherry

Cherry

Cherry walked pass me again today
With cherry colored skin
Cherry lips gloss
And even a cherry colored pen
I had nothing, nothing really to say
Cause it looked like her lips had a coat of frost
Like it was not cold but cool
Had some brown around like a seal
Looks dam good I wonder how they feel
She had a cherry booty dam she could kill
Cherry pop tarts for my last meal
That sounds pretty good
Cherry was the best looking girl in my hood
She was Cherokee and a lil bit mixed
All her featured fixed
For people to admire
Shorty was the flames you see with fire
Real danger, I want to be her sire
“Dam cherry, what’s the deal?”
“Holla at me girl, I’m not fronting, I’m real”
“You can touch me, tease me, and let me please you while you please me”
Days later we were in the rain
“man she hot” so I thought, her wavy hair was insane

Lady

Lady

She walks up to me and Puts her hand on my head
Dragging me back to bed
She wraps her arms around my arms and pulls close
She was cool and I dam near froze
As the breeze of her voice went across my neck
She whispered in my ear, and paused a sec
She wanted me and yearned for me
Enclosed herself in my body
And led me
She took over the thoughts in my mind
Making sure the right ones I finally find
My eyes arn't my eyes anymore they belong to someone else
It felt really good, so I didn't bother to scream for help

The pencil began to move and I wasn't in control
The writer didn't stop even when the bell toll
It was 2 am and the writer was fresh
The mind flowed and emptied until there was nothing left
Words flew out and relaxed me like the after math of an ejaculation
Continuing I did with no hesitation
I guess you would think I'm greedy
But for that feeling again I was needy
So the pencil moved again
Quicker that tornado wind
Around the curves as my tongue bend
Shock and Awe blend
To show how the feeling is supposed to be
We intertwined, is this logically
Where we supposed to be?
Separate but equal?

You rolled away from me, had to catch your breath
I wanted to taste you until there's nothing left
I wanted to feel your nectar once more
Turn you into a whore
As I was a slut and slave to you already
What you was giving me I wasn't ready
But I wanted more, so I slowly kissed on your flat belly
And made love to every line
Reached the top and gripped your spine
Pulled you close, and made you mine
Seeing your glowing skin, dam you're fine

You Bring Me Pleasure
You bring Me Originality
Let me express Everything
My Own personal Tyranny
SpiritualY

You are lady