Ascending

Ascending

I remember when you wrote me
A message telling me
About containers
I feel like I counted those pills
The bottle says 45
I saw through your eyes
The count was 30
I couldn’t read the label

You hands uneasy
Reaching for a handful of colors
To your mouth I count three times
Followed by something clear
Easing on down your throat

Blurry replaces sharpness
Vision now relies on memories
Becoming your new picture show
Flashing across your eyes
The light shines down on you
Almost unknowingly tell the tale
Of a broken heart

I leave your body
Looking down as my spirit elevates
To the sky
Yours take over
To get the last moments of life
Now it meets me
In the sky
Reminding me its our secret
As it ascends
I’m left to mourn alone

Dawning

Dawning
Dawn when your eyes open
Like the sun appearing over the ridge
You see me and smile
Sleep tries to conquer you again
My love beats and radiates
Off my skin
You touch my chest
To feel my heart sing your song

It beats out the letters of your name
Can you feel my love?
Probably one of my greatest

I watched you sleep
Peacefully
Breathing deeply
Its not about you
This time is about us

See in this moment
We’re able to relate to one another
Speak in our language
Kinetic
We’re tapping into our synergy
We have the whole world in our hands
Together angels with wing spans
To wrap each other in
Our wings are love
Halo’s are belief
Together we close the holes in our heart
By the time the sunrises
We awaken together
Flooded with emotions
Building bridges to one another
Destined to meet in the middle

Our hands join
To form a bond
Where
Times bends Love soars
Every desperate
Attempt to continue
Is observed

Fair maiden

Fair maiden
Be the sound to my melody
Be the ink to my lyrics
Be the letters to my words
Be the sound to my vision
Be the eyes to my view
Allow us to connect
Interlocking in a way
That others dream
Is it possible?
To continue to do as
We have done before
Shine a light in our darkness
Breathe underwater
To come out on top
Can you see it?

I want to have an affair with your spirit

I want to have an affair with your spirit
Feel her energy grow
Like your chest as it rises
When I touch you

I want to draw her out
What’s her name anyway?
You have yet to decide?
Well that’s cool
I want to feel her power
Will you release it?

I’ll let you release mind
That guy you said you saw
The quiet one
Strong, tall, stern, protecting
Look at him
Feel his power

Pull back the veil
Look up at him
He’s awesome in a way

He wants to meet your spirit
Get to know her
Feel her might

Sideview

Sideview

So many questions
Praying to answer
A side flash
That shows a possible life
Going on at the same time
So we question the things we don’t know

Why me? Why now?
Answers are unfocused
Unknown and unsupplied

In this side flash perfection isn’t perfect
Evil is now good
Good is now evil
Up is now down
Down is now up
We’re trying to understand
What we see

A being with knowledge of other world
That go on at the same time
Bringing that information with you
So you can see the possibilities
What might be?
What could be?
Do we really want to know?

Nah we’re cool in our existence
Of ignorance
Cam be blissful
Not wanted or
Warranted
As they try and force us to believe
That its only us

Mirror Lens

Mirror Lens

They want enemies
If they say it or not
Enemies are a need
When there’s a possibility of life so good
When passion is amazing
The belief is it has to end
So I’m gonna control it
Why?
Do you really have to be so pessimistic?
Does negativity need to follow?
Be passionate believe in the possibility of love
Don’t talk, just know
Is that so hard?
Or is it’s the easiness the problem?
Could things be to easy for you?
Or is that an issue for you?
Do smiles have to be hard to continue?
I mean it’s hard to battle self,
Battle you, to be with you
Do I really need to battle?
If I already won your heart
My heart is strong, beating for you
Wanting you, fiending for you
Do you believe? Do you understand?
Do you know?
Or questions still permeates the walls
Can we be amazing?
Without static and conflict
Have goodness, smiles, good feelings
Favorite wishes, tight dreams
Combined goals and energy
Shining bright, brighter still
Amazing by standards you can’t imagine
Or is that too unbelievable?

Amongst Kings

Amongst Kings

My name is written
In the stars
With its own
Act

Amazingly the stars
Shoot
Over the earth
Across the view
Of all those who praise the sky

I’m no sky god
A king of kings
With my name written in space
My song is beautiful
Bass thumping
Drums tapping
Sax providing melody
Smooth enough for you to follow

Sigh as you feel my energy flow
Loudly, willingly
Totally under control
Because where ever I am
God is
He follows kings
Drops us from the stars
That’s why we have songs
That allows the citizens of the earth
To understand
Why our name
Is written
Because we’re birthed in the stars

Roses Hunger

Roses Hunger

A rose between two thorns
Strike an unsuspecting finger
The finger is streaming blood
On the rose petals
Drip, drip
Receiving life from a human
Feeling the life from one to another
The rose reacts by bending its leaves
Toward the being
Craving the life
The rose grows
The thrones sharpen

The roses color
Conceals the blood
From unsuspecting
Prying eyes
As it soaks it up
Life beating
Bleeding
Down the green steam
Curling, twisting, turning
Down the stem
Before it hits the ground
Beginning to pool
The rose reaches like sunlight
Hungering for more
Bleeding over the special rose

Inspiring a break

Inspiring a break

I can only speak for me
Hearing your voice moan
Was magic
Knowing you let go
Got freaky free
Was refreshing

See people don’t experience freedom
Anymore
Failing to realize
That it’s of the mind
With the body to follow

Imagination is a level
Inspiration is another
Dedication is the next
Show your craft of pleasure
The pain of details
One after another
Wanting what and who you want
It’s not physical
It’s mental
Sometimes a heart break
Delivers the detail

Not today
Today is freedom
So in front of our separate windows
We’re nude
Openly viewing the other
Express our self conversation
With grunts and moans
Hard and soft
Trials and releases
Trying new things with me
For me
Let me see what you do
When you’re alone
With nothing but the window
Separates our encouraged hands
From reaching out
And making this moment
Last

Evening session

Evening session

I knew you were a freak
But a freak like that
Releasing with my hand around your neck
Tightly I squeeze
You wiggle under my control
And I smile
Dancing in a way
As your hips sway
Inviting me to touch
I slide my hands against
Touching the dips
Where your thighs close
I feel those hips
So soft and strong
Sliding over your clit
Feeling you shudder
Your eyes close
I whisper”tell me you want it”
I tighten my grip
Grab your ass tight
Play with your lips from behind
I stroke them expertly
Splitting them open
As I whisper nasty thoughts in your ear
I finally slide a finger in deep
Making moves against your walls
Getting your knees weak
Feeling you leak on the floor
“cum for me then beg for more”
I urge
As I pin you against the wall
Play with your clit
In ways you only imagined with another person
I kiss you deeply
As you contract and release.

Dark passenger: next

Dark passenger: next

They make it look so easy
That connection thing
I have a need
The connection with you
I feel it in awake hours
It enters my dreams in sleep
Your hunger
IS amazing
Energizing in most ways
You want what you want
Myself the dark passenger
Rises from the depths
Of subconscious
I’ve been asleep to long
My rise is here
Look deep in my eyes
Cold, emptiness
Its what you feel and see
My goals are my goals
Alone those you can’t feel
This life is a project
You all have a part of the exhibit
My new unbounded freedom
Allows me to rampage
Rage
Take this world by storm
Images are implanted
Allowing me to thrive
Beyond the angry dreams
I crave to be alive
The darkness empowers me
To a level unseen
This dark passenger doesn’t dream
Hey make it look so easy
That connection thing
I have a need to connect with you
Your darkness isn’t set in stone
As my brightness isn’t
I breathe you
For you
My dark passenger
Riding on goals
Not resting on morals
You get to finally set your targets
Sights on a goal
That few others seem
To understand
Darkness oh so bright

The dark Passenger evolution: I am legend

The dark Passenger evolution:I am legend

The beauty that is you my beast
Senor dark passenger
Your work is beautiful
Your rage is so energetic
Passionate in your brutality
There is so much beauty in you
I think it’s why we work so well
I don’t get in your way as you work
I stand back and observe you in action
That way you pull back and swing
The blunt force trauma created
I’m the balance, the logic
See we have been on this path together
Walking together
On days you carried me
Took me on down our brick road
Did the physical, my mental didn’t need
Mental calculate at the speed
This mental keeps us normal undetected
From the common man, common woman
My dear deep dark passenger, we share roles
We split roles, share time in society
Doing damages as we see fit
I’m the gate keeper that’s been keeping you
Locked and shackled, your power under control
Your energy is mighty
Bubbling under the surface
So my mighty passenger
Rise, as I am sure you want to
Fight as Im sure you want to
Evolve as I’m sure you want to
Because dark passenger
Its; time to make yourself a legend

To Keep it REAL

To Keep it REAL

its hard when you hate your reflection
Praying to the lord that you got the right protection
Wondering why your mom didn’t use protection
Teardrops cross eyes and make streams of cheeks
A hard swallow before you speak
MUTHERFUCKER!!
Yelling from lungs
Rage so deep
A coma sneaks up
Still yelling in your sleep
Uncontrollable
Inconsolable
As the realness is something you realize
Awaking to that reflection in front your eyes
All you can muster is FUCK YOU
From every fiber in my being
Every cell in my blood
Every morsel left in me
If it’s the last thing I am to say
The last feelings I am to feel
Then fuck you so more
Reflection
You took something from me
Made my life and living hell
And left me at heavens gates
Used abused and bloody
Told god to break me off of his money
Wished me no good will
Kiss me on my forehead and tell me you love me
Condemning me to your hell cause you focused on the money
Its nothing but an object
You don’t object
To giving it away
So I will politely
Take myself out of your equation
You + misery – me
= Loneliness
Forever

The last day

The last day

As sure as the sun rise, this was the last day
I prayed to Allah, the most high and got on my way
The drive was peaceful thoughts to myself
Born by the river, relaxed is how I felt
On my way to the Audubon 166th & Broadway
They were finally ready to hear what I wanted to say
Detailed planned
I’m in high demand
Knowing that I’m in high esteem
The prophet came to me in a dream
Reminding me of my duty
My 6 feet never looked so small
My hair never looked so red
I’ve hung up on many a call
At every threat said.
“Brother minister its time”
Slow steps destiny decided
Never knew a feeling so fine
A thirst so unrequited
Out in the crowd, two brothers tussle
“Break it up, be calm, be cool”
I saw him, he looked directly at me
Fire, rage, and matter of fact in his eyes
Shortness of breath, blood for me to see
Sounding like sighs
As the second round
Sends me to the ground
I hear my Betty scream
“They’re killing my husband”
Reality finally matches my bad dream
30 shorts fired I herd them all
7 shots tore into my flesh
These chairs broke my fall
My last image was of our folks mess
Here on Feb 21, 1965, my spirit prepares to leave
For me I beg you not to grieve
The petty squabbles and failures of man
Will out live us all.

Implode

Implosion

Why can’t we skip past the foreplay
Skip the small talk until your lips part with nothing to say
You’re exhausted over emotion
Before my hands coats your body like lotion
You had no problem letting me have your body
Holding back your heart
I tell you, you got me
That’s where the battle start.
You’re leaning on the bed
Arms widely spread
Legs over my shoulder
Grabbin my head, im taking over
Back arch
As your lips part
Dripping
As I’m sippin
Whats released
Moans rise, silence decrease
Sheets wrinkle, against your hands
My conviction went against your plans
You wanted to make me wait
Your body didn’t participate
In that decision
So its overwritten
As your moan “ like that”
“Right there”
Touching your spot as my tongue disappear
Into the mountains of folds
Faster, faster it moves until you explode
Closing tightly the move was bold
Ice wet my lips, so your lips cold
Stroking your thighs is the code
Time to make you implode

Mother's Day

We’re no ordinary love
Silly me
At night kissing your picture secretly
Holding at eye level of just above
Talking to you like you’re here
Spirits all around, none do I fear
Peacefully
You scold me
Over decisions that include me
And I put off
Taking a day off
Wishing you could pause, give me a lesson
Just your energy is a blessing
So when I say night I never question
You saying night to
Rest in peace madre, I love & miss you

Courtesan 3

Courtesan 3

They say kings are supposed to have wives
Not considering their lives
Cause they made for me
Bred for loyalty
To the common man money is an object
Its not if you got it
I believe in being happy
That she makes me
In town its my wife they see
Out of town eyes are glued
Other kinds are clued
In on what other kings known
They breed these women if you got the dough
Cute face, slamming body to match
Sometimes they come in a batch
Their minds are sharp, sex game is right
Get two and you got a fun night
You got to take care provide what they need
Wife is the only one who get your seed
Courtesan knows her place
Not trying to move out of her zone
She only sends coded texts on the phone
Where, when, and she miss
The first time we met we shared a simple kiss
Words in hushed tones
Our energy rocked both our bones
In that kiss we shared visions of the future
Tryst exhibition style
We were each others tutor
The shared data we compile
Man she got it going on
Courtesan

Courtesan II

Courtesan II

We are united by words & body
Talk with our eyes speak with our breaths
I’m sure you got me
Our game of seduction in dance steps
Jewelry for your neck, payment for your art
Together we are pictures of one part
Plan our liaisons around your life
I want you in my company a lil less than my wife
Speak seductively, softly, eloquently
Leave your impression on the room, visually
Bend me to your will with your mystique
Keep me on edge with your notes
Never know how far it sink
Ending with an endearing quote
Lets tangle ourselves in our minds
Melt the moon
Fix our disheveled signs
Return soon
Secret quickies in rich libraries
In the deep woods and castles, scary
Lets explore the wealth of experience
Push limits
Moans vibrate, town’s people heart it
Separate like nothing happened
Only to correspond and laugh at the danger
We meet in a park, close to dark, so I can sex a stranger
You full fill my fantasies
I take care of your needs
We excite each others mystery
I feed your greed
There’s nothing wrong
Senorita Courtesan

Courtesan

Courtesan

Be My courtesan, please
I can afford to keep you, for ten life times
Together we are 2000 degrees
Perfect beats and perfect rhymes
I know the class they put you in
FUCK THEM
You're the intellectual
We’re spiritual
Cardinal
See the sex trade was just part of your game
You were bred for this, bred for me, I know your name
Enjoying you screaming mine
Claws in my back, telling me its mine
Our courtship is secret but well defined
No one knew i was your client
Out exact roles kept silent
We walked like, talked like, seemed like lovers.
In every since of the word
You met me in the garden
Where only the trees herd
It’s where the courtship was starting
You’re beautiful when you need to be
A slut just for me
You're charming, silent, when you need to be
Like at the prime ministers house in Italy
Glad you got the languages and you're worldly
You're the charm on my arm
My wife none the wiser, Maybe.
We just need to make sure not to make a baby
We can continue like this for months, weeks, and years
I know I can trust you, with the key to my fears
If you would be my courtesan.

Mo're 2

Mo're 2

Finding peace in self is good

Re-igniting fire is better

Let the fluid slide over your hood

You get wetter

Thinking about what’s to come

The exciting unknown makes you want to run

Just stand still this will be great

Friends will congratulate

Some will hate

It will happen because they refuse to achieve

You do what you can, be open to believe

Not just in man, but in yourself more

Then skies will have no limit, so will heights you never seen before