Why love

Why Love?

Why can’t we,

Just fall in love again?

Can’t we just see

That we’re each other’s end

Begin with soft spoken word

Of I love you, miss you, kiss you

Don’t we need this certainty?

Maybe not

Maybe we need to plunge into chaos

Not regular chaos either

The type where others are the boss

Fear is ether

Face facts we can’t fall in love

Because we refuse to

Release enough control to

Ourselves to go deep

Afraid to fail and wheel sleep

Because trusting the other person at the wheel

Is to easy

I guess I answered my own question

So these moments are the lesson

I’ve been ducking from learning

Still a victim fueled slave to yearning

That I deserve to be wanted

Lusted

Chased after

Salivated for

The way others are and have

The way I’ve done for you

Love

We can’t fall for you

We’re too afraid of heightsv

The last petal

The last petal

The last petal

Falls from the flower

Made of metal

Conducting the power

Beauty in its weakness

As it floats and flutters to the ground

Its brightness leaving as gravity takes hold

Does it make a sound?

Because the movement is bold

The final petal of strength

The rose that grew in concrete

Don’t be too late

For if this petal reaches the street

A return to its mother it’ll never meet

Demise if a single petal, the last petal

Detox

Detox

Shake, shiver

Shake, shiver

Chatter

I can’t believe I’m alone

How alone

I am

On this path

Me and four walls

A bed and water

I don’t have the strength to laugh

To accept calls

To make calls because I lack a loose quarter

I wanted to call

But words escape me

Like fleeting feelings

Bumping against a wall

Splattered for all to see

I see the colors

Beautiful like nothing I’ve ever seen

Description? Other

I know you have no idea what that means

Detoxing alone in prison

The prison of the minds eye

I listen

Clearly hearing spirits cry

To souls bound

To the unbound

Earth

Its making me crazy

Clearly

I need time to make things less blurry

In this detox

The Iron throne

The Iron Throne

I’ve missed you

Forged from the swords

Of kings men

I Left your power

In this locked room

For a source I knew wouldn’t last

Penmanship on my diary so simple

Against this iron throne

Here sits the king of 7 kingdoms

With the power of Gods

Upon a throne forged with the blood & tears

Of knights of the kings guard

This war, this rebuilding process

Will be one for the ages

For as I sit upon this throne

Blood will spill with a blink of an eye

There lies a pile of bone

Belonging to the betrayers who had to die

My calm cool nature allowed me to forget

My power

My strength

My wisdom

Is aligned

With power you’ll never see

Never realize

Until its too late

For your king has returned

To his rightful place

Upon this iron throne

Oh how I’ve missed

The power you’ve given me

Allowed me to unleash on the world

At my discretion