Open Window

Open Window

Broken Busted glass radius

On my gps what directions I trust

Speak on the equator

Yeah you’ll see me later

Thought I was a game

Called me 1 player

Looking deep into the aviation

For my relation

Asked about myself to understand my education

No need to shut out

Everything I’m about

Because king is something you know

Not something you proclaim

Only call yourself by another name

I’m a legendary leader to a new league

With logical lyrics to leave them livid

Leveling off liquid that produces greed

Not mad because I ask, I question, I toss out my goals

Asking Janet about my style in case I lose control

Shifted on many ills

Of a king who feast while pothers lack meals

On the lines of the equator claimed you’ve been blessed

Flying quickly to the east spinning outta control on the west

No need to battle me

Open the windows to my soul

In my state of being you have my poetry!

Or Do you?

Recovery Completion

Recovery Completion

My script is a prescription

For my addiction

To you

Relapsed a few times in recovery

Now Im through

No cards, kisses, and pussy is good enough

I got my coin to keep me company

Tells me I can do me without you

Doesn’t mean that love isn’t there

So is the hurt

I’ve been burnt

Dealt and return

You had in circles like the world turn

Its cool, I don’t forgive, dam sure don’t forget

All the time, energy, emotion, power, and money spent

For you to diss, dismiss, and turn your lie on me

I got you, I set myself free

Ready to return, after my days of cleansing

Rehabbing  the heart and mind, spoon bending

Oh, I was mending

A heart shattered into more piece than I knew what to do

Begging for help you couldn’t offer a clue

Love? Where’s the love you want me to see?

You dam sure don’t desire me

If you did, you would have been sick as a dog

Ultimately how it turns your flesh would burn

Not so much you enjoyed that touch

We’re “okay” being in front of me

You love me so much?

Now we’ll see

Right now time for me to flee

On a journey to make me happy

Rise oF The Demons

Rise of the demons

The call of the wild

Hearts

Pull at my strings, mild

Trying to keep me apart

In pieces never to recover

I’m starting to believe you don’t want a brother

Waiting for me to exhale

To remind me I fail

Then laugh when I fell

Down, out comes my yell

As I see my prayers don’t make it from hell

Holy water evaporates

Into minerals

In my potential

This story is identical

To one written before

Escaping my own hell

Battling the war

To my shackles I repel

Drop them at the gate

Watching shock and fake tears of joy

Drop from your eye

Oh boy

You never seen water works until a fake cry

Watch m fail, celebrate my down fall

Toss your hands and bawl

Let your peripheral see me in hell as I brawl

From my release

Tossing two fingers to this life

Peace

Swim Togther

Swim together

Remember that nervousness

When you looked through my soul

I felt a second of bliss

A depth I couldn’t control

My shallow swimming for compliments

That I’ll never get

So I pull my hooks out

Calling it time well spent

Gazing upon your brown pools

Feeling like my emotions ooze

In a moment I can’t predict

Closer we get arms entangled

Hands lost in mazes of clothes

Im in so deep im sick

I struggle for control

Inching closer, palms sweaty

Eyes closed, I think I’m ready

Lips meet explosion of lights, fireworks and all

Eyes closed tighter, don’t want the moment to fall

We connect like only God’s & Angels

As they kiss on perfect holy water

We inhale, devourer, and beckon each other

Reach & hunger for more

Tongues touch and the depths give way to the sky

I don’t want to smoother

But I want a shot a the core

If I can’t feels like I’ll die

So I hold her closer

Closer than before

We explore

On levels advanced of our time

This is only a stage, I hope to climb

Waiting game

Waiting Game

Wait for me…….

I’m in prison self-imposed

I know the thoughts, feelings, and energy

It was rage, betrayal, in difference

You want to see me?

Behind the closed doors?

You want to feel me?

Calm, at your insistence

Calm? Would you?

Feel lucky an honored I locked myself away

Broke the nobs off the doors

Blacked out the windows

He needs darkness in a controlled environment

Can you wait for me to control him?

Lock him inside layers of security, where he belongs?

Free him? Nah he has no control, no filter, no patience

He lacks tact, care, he sings smashing songs

Terror is his aphrodisiac

There’s never an end

He’ straight up to the point and righteous

Recognize the energy pattern

The way the waves rose and fall

The softness of his hands as they bend

Around the neck of the love that trusts

That he’ll respect the call

Of release

No so sure its why I want to keep him caged

Locked deep inside where no one notices

Walk past the hall way, the room quickly

As the energy is to powerful, to strong

To deep and takes hold of you

Until you drown in your own misery

Still want to wait?