Why love

Why Love?

Why can’t we,

Just fall in love again?

Can’t we just see

That we’re each other’s end

Begin with soft spoken word

Of I love you, miss you, kiss you

Don’t we need this certainty?

Maybe not

Maybe we need to plunge into chaos

Not regular chaos either

The type where others are the boss

Fear is ether

Face facts we can’t fall in love

Because we refuse to

Release enough control to

Ourselves to go deep

Afraid to fail and wheel sleep

Because trusting the other person at the wheel

Is to easy

I guess I answered my own question

So these moments are the lesson

I’ve been ducking from learning

Still a victim fueled slave to yearning

That I deserve to be wanted

Lusted

Chased after

Salivated for

The way others are and have

The way I’ve done for you

Love

We can’t fall for you

We’re too afraid of heightsv