Travels of a beautiful mind

Travels of a beautiful mind

The pleasure that graces the face of the earth when moments cease to exist

When existing is not the same as being

Being is not the same

At least I hope not

See being is free

Openness to grace the heavens

Fly high in the sky

Dancing on clouds

See I’m a dreamer

Head in the clouds

Sky on my mind

With tap shoes on

Me? I’m the conductor of the pit

The one people follow as my baton waves

Graces the eyes of those that follow

Crescendo’s, bass and trebles

The melody of the minds song

Dictates the journey of the song

My mind isn’t just in stereo

The visions comes in Dolby surround sound

You can’t hear it, you can’t even imagine

My wildest thoughts in your limited HD

Next time try widescreen

Toils of the mind

Toils of the mind

Sometimes I wish I knew more

Understood the difference between

To much and to little

Sometimes when to cut bait and run

I am faced with that decision

To cut bait or to stand tall

My mind toils, dances, and spins

Around and around in unneeded circles

Dizzy is my way of movement

Staggering

Silliness

My mind still flooded

The land of my sea

The owner of my soul

I need to do something

Make some move

To solve the problem

At hand

Which is I don’t know what to do

To try and move myself under these terms

Stand under these fires is a real problem

Ask and dance, stand and power

To a favor use a favor until the toil ends

Whispers in the court

Whispers in the court

Sometimes flying away is how it got to be
When love isn’t on time
But time is a mystery
So we stand on line
Playing on standard time

Speaking in the throne room
About the treaties I sign
Had to play my part
As I found moment sacred
Crossing my heart
That’s the motivation
Leading to elation
When you’re a fish out of water
It pays to buy patience
Or come up for air
Bubbles are now common knowledge
So why compare
To things I don’t know
Heart beats made of acid
Burning the cage of snow

So mention me
The passion and the pain
The wear and death
Visions drive me insane
I whisper my love to the last breathe
So now there’s no wonder
Which seasons she makes me
Winter or summer
The story has been told
Heart made of stone
Soul made of coal.

Untitled May 8, 2011

Untitled May 8, 2011

In some ways I asked for you

See I was tired

Of trying so hard to be happy in every aspect

I wanted smiles to be effortless

Our wins to be joined together

Goals aligned and intertwined

I wanted high clouds to be floor to high hopes

The moon to be backdrops to our highs

See I asked for patience, kindness, belief

Understanding, wisdom, intensity, and honesty.

It was delivered amazingly wonderful

These adjectives still aren’t enough.

The previews of what’s on the list

Came in beautifully

In earth shattering goodness

Taking me to so many levels

Amazing highs, different lows

Evenness, steadiness, that wasn’t there before

Spirits spoke to me

Energy soaked in after spilling over me

Baptizing me

With delicate drops of love

Wild it has been

Given to those undeserving

Beating mightily

Heart

Heart oh heart of ours

Can you still beat with the strength

That’s required to maximize

This level of greatness

That’s out there waiting

In the wings of nothingness

Waiting to be adjusted

Mastered and re imagined

By those who find themselves

Lost in the possible ending

The beginning marred in chaos

That wasn’t asked for

This story played out

On many different

Scenarios in my head

The chances taken

To reach a level unknown to others

The depths unrealized.

Co conscious

Co conscious

Sharing that mind takes me to a different zone
Voice mail, text messages, all over the phone
Taking consequences for everyones action
My passion,
Keeps my pen in hand
Ink on the page
Bullets in the closet
Gun under the bed
Keeps the street from being painted red
Got to take responsibility
For the co conscious existence inside me

I think I really hate violence
So I speak in silence
Waves of the hand
A swing of the pen
Another conscious takes over again
He feels things more
Emotional hardcore
Fiending for the war

Battle is a plenty
She got me fighting holy wars
The devil not my enemy
Fighting right by my side
The old earth would never let it ride
Seems like he is
Okay with my system
To get em

The co conscious fighting for time
Not in line is a sign
To the heights we’ll climb
With faith in this conscious.

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When I said
I don’t think you remember me
I meant
I was the guy you walked by
The one with the pen in hand
In awe of your beauty
Your preciousness
I reacted to your voice
The giggle in your tone
You were articulate with your speech
You never said a word to me
You looked only one time
Within moments and that was it.
You were etched in my memory
Gone at the same time
Vanished
A while later I came back into your life
Different form
Different energy
I was open
I opened myself to you
Instantly from the conversation
I considered the possibility
Of us
Before the conversation ended
In some ways it has been
That time cherished and beautiful
During that time
One thing that hasn’t wavered
Is how I see you
A Beautiful Butterfly

Crisis of faith

Crisis of faith
Can’t tell you how long
How many times faith has been tested
The good and bad never been bested
My beads break in my hand
As I counted the digits
Felt their curves
They splinter with my frustration
In those moments Im floating on a cloud
Trying to capture thunder
To relight my dark corridors
The darkness and light battle
Hard, long, fierce
To control the source of limitlessness
Me
I’m a diamond in the rough
A injured demi god on the mend
But my crisis of faith
Troubles Asgard
My human side produces this crisis
To believe and continue
To know and to change course
Its easy to change course
Go the other way
Break heads and balls
Forsake all I know
All responsibilities and just
Do what’s “wrong”
Don’t believe in consequences
Put no stock in the payment
Take my captured lightening
My strengths from the Gods
And end all questions
Share no answers
Just act

Before we kiss

Before we kiss

I move your hands from your face
Nervous you are
My hands replace yours
Slowly stroking the curves of your skull
Along your eye brows
Around your eyes
I stroke your cheek
Feeling where angel’s wings lift
To produce that pretty smile
Those lips two amazing mounds of flesh
That my finger tips meet
As I proceed down your chin
Admiring everything about you

Ascending

Ascending

I remember when you wrote me
A message telling me
About containers
I feel like I counted those pills
The bottle says 45
I saw through your eyes
The count was 30
I couldn’t read the label

You hands uneasy
Reaching for a handful of colors
To your mouth I count three times
Followed by something clear
Easing on down your throat

Blurry replaces sharpness
Vision now relies on memories
Becoming your new picture show
Flashing across your eyes
The light shines down on you
Almost unknowingly tell the tale
Of a broken heart

I leave your body
Looking down as my spirit elevates
To the sky
Yours take over
To get the last moments of life
Now it meets me
In the sky
Reminding me its our secret
As it ascends
I’m left to mourn alone

Dawning

Dawning
Dawn when your eyes open
Like the sun appearing over the ridge
You see me and smile
Sleep tries to conquer you again
My love beats and radiates
Off my skin
You touch my chest
To feel my heart sing your song

It beats out the letters of your name
Can you feel my love?
Probably one of my greatest

I watched you sleep
Peacefully
Breathing deeply
Its not about you
This time is about us

See in this moment
We’re able to relate to one another
Speak in our language
Kinetic
We’re tapping into our synergy
We have the whole world in our hands
Together angels with wing spans
To wrap each other in
Our wings are love
Halo’s are belief
Together we close the holes in our heart
By the time the sunrises
We awaken together
Flooded with emotions
Building bridges to one another
Destined to meet in the middle

Our hands join
To form a bond
Where
Times bends Love soars
Every desperate
Attempt to continue
Is observed

Fair maiden

Fair maiden
Be the sound to my melody
Be the ink to my lyrics
Be the letters to my words
Be the sound to my vision
Be the eyes to my view
Allow us to connect
Interlocking in a way
That others dream
Is it possible?
To continue to do as
We have done before
Shine a light in our darkness
Breathe underwater
To come out on top
Can you see it?

I want to have an affair with your spirit

I want to have an affair with your spirit
Feel her energy grow
Like your chest as it rises
When I touch you

I want to draw her out
What’s her name anyway?
You have yet to decide?
Well that’s cool
I want to feel her power
Will you release it?

I’ll let you release mind
That guy you said you saw
The quiet one
Strong, tall, stern, protecting
Look at him
Feel his power

Pull back the veil
Look up at him
He’s awesome in a way

He wants to meet your spirit
Get to know her
Feel her might

Sideview

Sideview

So many questions
Praying to answer
A side flash
That shows a possible life
Going on at the same time
So we question the things we don’t know

Why me? Why now?
Answers are unfocused
Unknown and unsupplied

In this side flash perfection isn’t perfect
Evil is now good
Good is now evil
Up is now down
Down is now up
We’re trying to understand
What we see

A being with knowledge of other world
That go on at the same time
Bringing that information with you
So you can see the possibilities
What might be?
What could be?
Do we really want to know?

Nah we’re cool in our existence
Of ignorance
Cam be blissful
Not wanted or
Warranted
As they try and force us to believe
That its only us

Mirror Lens

Mirror Lens

They want enemies
If they say it or not
Enemies are a need
When there’s a possibility of life so good
When passion is amazing
The belief is it has to end
So I’m gonna control it
Why?
Do you really have to be so pessimistic?
Does negativity need to follow?
Be passionate believe in the possibility of love
Don’t talk, just know
Is that so hard?
Or is it’s the easiness the problem?
Could things be to easy for you?
Or is that an issue for you?
Do smiles have to be hard to continue?
I mean it’s hard to battle self,
Battle you, to be with you
Do I really need to battle?
If I already won your heart
My heart is strong, beating for you
Wanting you, fiending for you
Do you believe? Do you understand?
Do you know?
Or questions still permeates the walls
Can we be amazing?
Without static and conflict
Have goodness, smiles, good feelings
Favorite wishes, tight dreams
Combined goals and energy
Shining bright, brighter still
Amazing by standards you can’t imagine
Or is that too unbelievable?

Amongst Kings

Amongst Kings

My name is written
In the stars
With its own
Act

Amazingly the stars
Shoot
Over the earth
Across the view
Of all those who praise the sky

I’m no sky god
A king of kings
With my name written in space
My song is beautiful
Bass thumping
Drums tapping
Sax providing melody
Smooth enough for you to follow

Sigh as you feel my energy flow
Loudly, willingly
Totally under control
Because where ever I am
God is
He follows kings
Drops us from the stars
That’s why we have songs
That allows the citizens of the earth
To understand
Why our name
Is written
Because we’re birthed in the stars

Roses Hunger

Roses Hunger

A rose between two thorns
Strike an unsuspecting finger
The finger is streaming blood
On the rose petals
Drip, drip
Receiving life from a human
Feeling the life from one to another
The rose reacts by bending its leaves
Toward the being
Craving the life
The rose grows
The thrones sharpen

The roses color
Conceals the blood
From unsuspecting
Prying eyes
As it soaks it up
Life beating
Bleeding
Down the green steam
Curling, twisting, turning
Down the stem
Before it hits the ground
Beginning to pool
The rose reaches like sunlight
Hungering for more
Bleeding over the special rose

Inspiring a break

Inspiring a break

I can only speak for me
Hearing your voice moan
Was magic
Knowing you let go
Got freaky free
Was refreshing

See people don’t experience freedom
Anymore
Failing to realize
That it’s of the mind
With the body to follow

Imagination is a level
Inspiration is another
Dedication is the next
Show your craft of pleasure
The pain of details
One after another
Wanting what and who you want
It’s not physical
It’s mental
Sometimes a heart break
Delivers the detail

Not today
Today is freedom
So in front of our separate windows
We’re nude
Openly viewing the other
Express our self conversation
With grunts and moans
Hard and soft
Trials and releases
Trying new things with me
For me
Let me see what you do
When you’re alone
With nothing but the window
Separates our encouraged hands
From reaching out
And making this moment
Last

Evening session

Evening session

I knew you were a freak
But a freak like that
Releasing with my hand around your neck
Tightly I squeeze
You wiggle under my control
And I smile
Dancing in a way
As your hips sway
Inviting me to touch
I slide my hands against
Touching the dips
Where your thighs close
I feel those hips
So soft and strong
Sliding over your clit
Feeling you shudder
Your eyes close
I whisper”tell me you want it”
I tighten my grip
Grab your ass tight
Play with your lips from behind
I stroke them expertly
Splitting them open
As I whisper nasty thoughts in your ear
I finally slide a finger in deep
Making moves against your walls
Getting your knees weak
Feeling you leak on the floor
“cum for me then beg for more”
I urge
As I pin you against the wall
Play with your clit
In ways you only imagined with another person
I kiss you deeply
As you contract and release.

Dark passenger: next

Dark passenger: next

They make it look so easy
That connection thing
I have a need
The connection with you
I feel it in awake hours
It enters my dreams in sleep
Your hunger
IS amazing
Energizing in most ways
You want what you want
Myself the dark passenger
Rises from the depths
Of subconscious
I’ve been asleep to long
My rise is here
Look deep in my eyes
Cold, emptiness
Its what you feel and see
My goals are my goals
Alone those you can’t feel
This life is a project
You all have a part of the exhibit
My new unbounded freedom
Allows me to rampage
Rage
Take this world by storm
Images are implanted
Allowing me to thrive
Beyond the angry dreams
I crave to be alive
The darkness empowers me
To a level unseen
This dark passenger doesn’t dream
Hey make it look so easy
That connection thing
I have a need to connect with you
Your darkness isn’t set in stone
As my brightness isn’t
I breathe you
For you
My dark passenger
Riding on goals
Not resting on morals
You get to finally set your targets
Sights on a goal
That few others seem
To understand
Darkness oh so bright

The dark Passenger evolution: I am legend

The dark Passenger evolution:I am legend

The beauty that is you my beast
Senor dark passenger
Your work is beautiful
Your rage is so energetic
Passionate in your brutality
There is so much beauty in you
I think it’s why we work so well
I don’t get in your way as you work
I stand back and observe you in action
That way you pull back and swing
The blunt force trauma created
I’m the balance, the logic
See we have been on this path together
Walking together
On days you carried me
Took me on down our brick road
Did the physical, my mental didn’t need
Mental calculate at the speed
This mental keeps us normal undetected
From the common man, common woman
My dear deep dark passenger, we share roles
We split roles, share time in society
Doing damages as we see fit
I’m the gate keeper that’s been keeping you
Locked and shackled, your power under control
Your energy is mighty
Bubbling under the surface
So my mighty passenger
Rise, as I am sure you want to
Fight as Im sure you want to
Evolve as I’m sure you want to
Because dark passenger
Its; time to make yourself a legend

To Keep it REAL

To Keep it REAL

its hard when you hate your reflection
Praying to the lord that you got the right protection
Wondering why your mom didn’t use protection
Teardrops cross eyes and make streams of cheeks
A hard swallow before you speak
MUTHERFUCKER!!
Yelling from lungs
Rage so deep
A coma sneaks up
Still yelling in your sleep
Uncontrollable
Inconsolable
As the realness is something you realize
Awaking to that reflection in front your eyes
All you can muster is FUCK YOU
From every fiber in my being
Every cell in my blood
Every morsel left in me
If it’s the last thing I am to say
The last feelings I am to feel
Then fuck you so more
Reflection
You took something from me
Made my life and living hell
And left me at heavens gates
Used abused and bloody
Told god to break me off of his money
Wished me no good will
Kiss me on my forehead and tell me you love me
Condemning me to your hell cause you focused on the money
Its nothing but an object
You don’t object
To giving it away
So I will politely
Take myself out of your equation
You + misery – me
= Loneliness
Forever