The last day

The last day

As sure as the sun rise, this was the last day
I prayed to Allah, the most high and got on my way
The drive was peaceful thoughts to myself
Born by the river, relaxed is how I felt
On my way to the Audubon 166th & Broadway
They were finally ready to hear what I wanted to say
Detailed planned
I’m in high demand
Knowing that I’m in high esteem
The prophet came to me in a dream
Reminding me of my duty
My 6 feet never looked so small
My hair never looked so red
I’ve hung up on many a call
At every threat said.
“Brother minister its time”
Slow steps destiny decided
Never knew a feeling so fine
A thirst so unrequited
Out in the crowd, two brothers tussle
“Break it up, be calm, be cool”
I saw him, he looked directly at me
Fire, rage, and matter of fact in his eyes
Shortness of breath, blood for me to see
Sounding like sighs
As the second round
Sends me to the ground
I hear my Betty scream
“They’re killing my husband”
Reality finally matches my bad dream
30 shorts fired I herd them all
7 shots tore into my flesh
These chairs broke my fall
My last image was of our folks mess
Here on Feb 21, 1965, my spirit prepares to leave
For me I beg you not to grieve
The petty squabbles and failures of man
Will out live us all.

Implode

Implosion

Why can’t we skip past the foreplay
Skip the small talk until your lips part with nothing to say
You’re exhausted over emotion
Before my hands coats your body like lotion
You had no problem letting me have your body
Holding back your heart
I tell you, you got me
That’s where the battle start.
You’re leaning on the bed
Arms widely spread
Legs over my shoulder
Grabbin my head, im taking over
Back arch
As your lips part
Dripping
As I’m sippin
Whats released
Moans rise, silence decrease
Sheets wrinkle, against your hands
My conviction went against your plans
You wanted to make me wait
Your body didn’t participate
In that decision
So its overwritten
As your moan “ like that”
“Right there”
Touching your spot as my tongue disappear
Into the mountains of folds
Faster, faster it moves until you explode
Closing tightly the move was bold
Ice wet my lips, so your lips cold
Stroking your thighs is the code
Time to make you implode

Mother's Day

We’re no ordinary love
Silly me
At night kissing your picture secretly
Holding at eye level of just above
Talking to you like you’re here
Spirits all around, none do I fear
Peacefully
You scold me
Over decisions that include me
And I put off
Taking a day off
Wishing you could pause, give me a lesson
Just your energy is a blessing
So when I say night I never question
You saying night to
Rest in peace madre, I love & miss you

Courtesan 3

Courtesan 3

They say kings are supposed to have wives
Not considering their lives
Cause they made for me
Bred for loyalty
To the common man money is an object
Its not if you got it
I believe in being happy
That she makes me
In town its my wife they see
Out of town eyes are glued
Other kinds are clued
In on what other kings known
They breed these women if you got the dough
Cute face, slamming body to match
Sometimes they come in a batch
Their minds are sharp, sex game is right
Get two and you got a fun night
You got to take care provide what they need
Wife is the only one who get your seed
Courtesan knows her place
Not trying to move out of her zone
She only sends coded texts on the phone
Where, when, and she miss
The first time we met we shared a simple kiss
Words in hushed tones
Our energy rocked both our bones
In that kiss we shared visions of the future
Tryst exhibition style
We were each others tutor
The shared data we compile
Man she got it going on
Courtesan

Courtesan II

Courtesan II

We are united by words & body
Talk with our eyes speak with our breaths
I’m sure you got me
Our game of seduction in dance steps
Jewelry for your neck, payment for your art
Together we are pictures of one part
Plan our liaisons around your life
I want you in my company a lil less than my wife
Speak seductively, softly, eloquently
Leave your impression on the room, visually
Bend me to your will with your mystique
Keep me on edge with your notes
Never know how far it sink
Ending with an endearing quote
Lets tangle ourselves in our minds
Melt the moon
Fix our disheveled signs
Return soon
Secret quickies in rich libraries
In the deep woods and castles, scary
Lets explore the wealth of experience
Push limits
Moans vibrate, town’s people heart it
Separate like nothing happened
Only to correspond and laugh at the danger
We meet in a park, close to dark, so I can sex a stranger
You full fill my fantasies
I take care of your needs
We excite each others mystery
I feed your greed
There’s nothing wrong
Senorita Courtesan

Courtesan

Courtesan

Be My courtesan, please
I can afford to keep you, for ten life times
Together we are 2000 degrees
Perfect beats and perfect rhymes
I know the class they put you in
FUCK THEM
You're the intellectual
We’re spiritual
Cardinal
See the sex trade was just part of your game
You were bred for this, bred for me, I know your name
Enjoying you screaming mine
Claws in my back, telling me its mine
Our courtship is secret but well defined
No one knew i was your client
Out exact roles kept silent
We walked like, talked like, seemed like lovers.
In every since of the word
You met me in the garden
Where only the trees herd
It’s where the courtship was starting
You’re beautiful when you need to be
A slut just for me
You're charming, silent, when you need to be
Like at the prime ministers house in Italy
Glad you got the languages and you're worldly
You're the charm on my arm
My wife none the wiser, Maybe.
We just need to make sure not to make a baby
We can continue like this for months, weeks, and years
I know I can trust you, with the key to my fears
If you would be my courtesan.

Mo're 2

Mo're 2

Finding peace in self is good

Re-igniting fire is better

Let the fluid slide over your hood

You get wetter

Thinking about what’s to come

The exciting unknown makes you want to run

Just stand still this will be great

Friends will congratulate

Some will hate

It will happen because they refuse to achieve

You do what you can, be open to believe

Not just in man, but in yourself more

Then skies will have no limit, so will heights you never seen before

Option??

Option???

Can we change to unlimited?

Share secret text messages that border explicit?

With words I'm gifted

Combining with music, make love songs sick

So the reset button, I can hit

Recharge your trust options to 0

Not trying to be a hero

Just a source or a tool as you will

Open up flood gates to spill

Those stifled tears

Release your fears

Let them go wild

So you can scream "I'm FREE" clear & loud

Mo're

Mo're

Defrost, that warm beating heart

Drop the trouble, puzzle

Let’s examine, each piece broken apart

As we get better, speed double

We get further from the start

On a slow groove path to security

Locking up the certainty

Of the situation

Share your information

So I can get a quick education

On the you inside of you

That part that stresses and cries

We need to dry those eyes

Refresh, reset, and get more

Speakerphone

Speakerphone

It was great seeing you

The other day when you were here

It was still great when it was through

Seeing you laying there breathing silently

Nothing in the world to fear

Our love making was great, sounded violent

To the neighbors

That's why today you're on the speaker phone

This phone call had you breathing quickly on the telephone

You were speaking to me in that sexy tone

Making me remember those pretty browns seductively talking to me

You got that Erykah Badu spirit, let it free

Rub your hands on that smooth brown skin

Dream it was me doing it days before

Stroking your hair, face, and looking into your eyes

That's the way its always been

You “playing", quickly breathing

Just your voice on the speaker phone got me fiending.

I'm remembering dark dawns, purple skies

Moans, Groans, & sighs

Twisted body parts and sheets

Elevated heart beats

Right before I am brought back to today

With the words I heard you say

“I'm here.”

Believe what you want

Believe what you want

She told me she saw you

Alone?

No, you was with some light

My Main?

No, wait yes your main

But you know about her, you were okay

You promised me ya’ll were through

Nah I never lied to you, you wasn’t listening on the phone

“I was” it hurt when she was in my sight

Why you got to take it to the brain?

You using me, this shits insane

Not really, the truth is all I continue to say

I want more and you gonna give it to me

Tell her, I think you threatening me

Ima come by or drop a call

Like you she gonna believe what she will

So I’ma chill

Let what will be, that’s all, what now

I applaud your effort though, take a bow

Never know about it

Never know about it

You may never know what the truth is

Avoiding telling me about your aspirations for kids

I see you and look into your eyes

Your history is behind them

Rolling down your cheek

I can feel it in your cries

We really want to end

Your lips quiver when you try and speak

Telling me your side of your story

Odd feelings of history

We break ground on the mystery

That we introduce into the pathway

I’m waiting to see what you have to say

You get quiet and say nothing more

Not sure what you got in store

You never knew about it the one what the name

Like yours but not exactly the same

Just a solute to the love that used to be

Between you and me

Closed Eyes

Closed Eyes

Through closed eyes I can see your smile

I can feel your eyes making love to me

Together we ran a mile

Off in the distance dreamy eyes can see

Through closed eyes I can see Martin Look out the window

With a rifle in his hand

Malcolm preaching peace through tangled lingo

They meet and shake, speaking over demands

Who’s the leader and second in command

Is not for them to decide if you can understand

Through closed eyes I can see my uncles roll dice

Spill liquor out of plastic cups of ice

Newport’s and kool's pass around the circle

Slinging dope on the side and weed with the shade of purple

Through closed eyes I can see heaven

Not that white and cloudy place

a regular looking place with dead relatives

Somewhere out in space

Where departed lives meet with passed kids

Through closed eyes I can see planet that count seven

Through closed eyes I can write lines that deliver

Heated filled words that make woman shiver

Those same words make men mad

Dispel feelings of heartbreak and sad

Through closed eyes I awake and they prepare to open

To pour out my minds views and mental devotion.

Just words?

Just words?

No words exchange

Clothes changed

Now nude

Tongues tying

Speech is rude

Body parts flying

Dominatrix attitude

You're the first one sighing

Second, Third, fourth one to

I sigh last and we're through

Dear God

Dear God

Dear god i am nothing if I am not your son.

I have walked a mile to hell just to travel a lifetime to heaven

I understand why you keep sending me back I got a lot to learn

Time is a trail that I can't burn

So I have been suspended in time and watched Life end

Hurt & pain I can't pretend

I've seen my tears revive the unjustly killed

I've risen dead in the killing field

I am not where near where you are, I admit

Sometimes the power in my veins makes me sick

I wish I was rid of it

But when I see the joy it brings to faces

How it transcends races.

How when the day begins mine is just ending

How people get the message I am sending

Then I know you truly delivered me from evil

I know there is pain and pleasure, it has to be

Just know no matter what I say you have my loyalty

I offer my prayer and my word to you

I'll make it back to heaven no matter what I have to do.

I'll only ask of you is to praise my loved ones.

Some of them know no better

If you show me how to raise suns

Then I'll keep everything together

If not then we united until you bring me back

Amen

XXplicit Details

XXplicit Details

You in bed with sex on

I'm not sure if you're naked as you were born

Cause the covers kept high

But I know you want it cause of the lust in your eye

I get close as the lights dim

All is left is the candle lights to show our sin

The bed I slide right in

As you pull me close for a kiss al la French

You were nude I was no longer in suspense

My dick hit your thigh

You felt the heat cause you started to sigh

As I climbed on top of your honey brown skin

You were expecting me to slide right in

But instead I licked from your toes to your head

Had your body signaling code red

When i reached your head I kissed your eyes lids

Then round your lips my tongue slid

You opened your mouth and there yours hid

I held your arms above your head as I massaged your breast

With every swift breath

Rise your chest

You were into the for-play

No words to say

As I did my thing

Starting to play with your nipple ring

Flipping and flicking with my tongue

Before I sucked on some

My free hand have attention to the other nipple

You were pleased at it was tat simple

A release your arms and a move of you body it was 69

To the sky faced your spine

As your mouth went to work

Trying to make my hips jerk

From minutes to what what seemed like hours

We were trying to zap each others powers

But I had the reserve

As I spread your legs and gave what you deserved

Some wild and extreme trusts

And you screamed loud my windows ready to bust

We're in rhythm and in sync

Our souls seemed to share the way we think

We move together and switched positions

Seemed like our bodies had no choice or decisions

Ended up doggy style you grabbin the wall

"Oh God" was the only name U call

In the middle of your gasp

When you hit another intense blast

The wave of pleasure

Was your last and the first we shared together

Sex-phonics

Sex-phonics

I'm calling her phone and it's ringing

Minutes later "Hey baby" she says with r kelly singing

"Sex is on my mind" And I ask is that true

She responds "IF only you knew"

"What you wearing", I asked

I hear a smack sounds and I know it was bare ass

She said she just got out the shower

That she was in a lil over an hour

She was lotioned down, smooth soft skin

Already wet so her fingers slid right in

When she herd me get deeper, so did she

Telling me, she was working slowly

In and out rubbing in a circle

She wanted the colors to change from light pink to purple

IF you listen close you could hear the sound

Of her hot spot as she went to town

The juices running down her leg

Soaking up the sheets on the bed

she was moaning everytinme she went in

As her back began to bend

At an arch so she could go deeper

Having trouble sleeping , that's the sleeper

She was breathing heavy, calling out my name

OVer and over the rythem was the same

Then she "Hold on"

Rumbling through she got her headset on

Now she had both hands free

Two times the pleasure it would be

One hand on the clit

Rubbin in spit

The other hand right under the chest

While her tongue tried to lick her breast

Fondling and enjoying her nipple

I know it doesn't sound simple

But she enjoying our talk

As down erotic lands we walk

She's close to the end

As her finger probes deeper in

She tenses, arches her back and that's it

Legs spread wide she's spent

Lost in lust on the phone

The queen has relaxed on her throne

baby gyrl is in the zone.....................

A sight to see

A sight to see

To hell with you people

I can feel your evil

Its all around me

Doing things you think my momma don't see

she watching you, look over your shoulder

Kick to the butt, why not bend over

I'm struggling and you watch me

Stand back and we used to be my family

I ask we who, I know you mock and laugh at me

I'm leaking blood, would you patch me?

grab peroxide and clean me?

Nah you family so you say, prove it today

I'm down in the gutter, you going to help me up?

Ok allow me to bottle my feelings and share them in a cup

With the people around me taking a sip

completely allowing me to drip

All over the floor and you're quick to step on me

You get nothing for free

So why you trying to stop me? I'm altogether

Responses clever, ongoing forever

Cause none of you can stop me

I roll eternally with the spirit of my mom next to me

I feel the energy, none of you can take it from me

I'm the spirit, you can't feel or see

And that's just the start of it

I see the future, I know things you don't get

You don't get sacrifice just for being nice

Asking for repentance, from the hell like sentence

Making it a point to being others down

And you really care, tell me how does that dam lie sound?

Make No Sense

Make No Sense

No sense is what there is when I see you

Looked up to you, always wanted to be you

You looked down on me

Disapproved, slowly

Cause you're an anarchist without the cookbook

Got me scared and shook

Up in my skin

The process was difficult, I tried to defend

it makes no sense to me

You have no loyalty.

Makes no sense to the people who looking

I'm through booking

The Bond is over, I'm waking away

My mouth is closed nothing more to say

I walked away hands in the air

Feeling despair

Everything was awful, feeling sinking

Prisoner to my thoughts, I need to stop thinking

cause thoughts were harmful to me

You are my enemy

Grabbing my gun, we're no friendly

I'll kill you in you're sleep so you can't feel the pain

Cry over your soul, turn your body like acid rain

Nothing makes sense, I'm waiting in suspense

Pockets are no longer big, I'm hanging on the fence

Holding on to my soul the best I can

change into a better man

It makes no sense to me, that's why I flow slowly

Picture myself rolling, How am I to be

The sense of urgency, to me is an emergency

I just want to see

Black roses

Black roses

Welcome back from the after life

I stole these from your dead wife

As I walked out of the darkness into the light

Black trench coat and boots

don't even feel it when the gun shoots

I walked real easy and blend in

Its been a few years before to hell they send

Me for what they thought I did

The secrets they thought I hid

Black roses are signal of death

As they are dry and wilting until nothing left

I'm the embodiment of the black roses in everyway

Voice cracked people can't hear what I say

Literally I'm a zombie but people fail to see

The upward mobility

The possibility

That’s what they never offered me

The black roses are turning brown

The sun is getting ready to rise

I walk soft people barely hear the sound

They cower never look me in the eyes

Hand on my blade, I need clinic aid

Wrap me in gauze, cause the old wounds are showing

Pass me my jacket cause its snowing

My Mission is simple and free flowing

Return with a bouquet of black roses for the next victim

hand it to him and get him

Bring him back to hell with us

In flames he turns to rust

If you didn't know this

Like the phoenix, from the ash births black roses.

Secret Circle

Secret Circle

They make the world click

Spit on the sick

An get rich

President carry guns

While terrorist attacks

Rummaging through pension funds

While the white house is painted black

Police come to work to steal

Homeless beg for the first meal

Supper while AIDS patients suffer

Then die for a cure

Babies implanted, medicated, but pure?

The circles complete

We come out head first

Die off our feet

Another member joins the circle

Not by choice

They threaten his wife to stifle his voice

So where's the free press?

Dollars paid in duffle bags, no trace

Take orders from a raspy voice and no face

Politician line their pockets

We bet on the lottery, house notes, and stock markets

There's a secret circle in play

They make rules for us to follow

Live for today, no promises for tomorrow

Poor people die every day no one cares

Afraid to face their fears

It can happen to you to

You're not a part of the 2%

You knew

That's why all money you got, you spent

You were never in the secret battle to win

Circle is even more secret you're lost again.

My Queen (Part II)

My Queen (Part II)

My queen is not of royal descent

She’s perfect in every way like new money spent

More like a queen with out a crown

One that I would want in my town

She has a crown jewel, that we call a heart

Separate from part to part

Has more beauty than a work of art

I try and write songs about her, but don’t know how to start

So what does this mean?

That I need my queen.

A new ring for your finger , a chain for your neck

I didn’t have to write a check

Pay with cash

For my queen anything’s quicker than a camera flash.

She has a royal family

I’m letting you know since U don’t see

My queen needs a king, who will it be?

I hope no nobody except me.

The prince is not needed yet

Because I want her life to be set.

Watch you at the crack of sunrise.

I wanna be the first thing U see as U open those beautiful eyes

What could be the theme?

“My queen”

Goddess

Goddess

words don't describe you and when I try I'm lost

Speechless from every word, and verb

I ever known goddess, my brain is tossed

Be my real life Athena with a Hera Complex

These words are emotional not just text

I talk what I feel

I enjoy being real with you

Cloudy days turn to sunshine cause of you

we are the representation of all thats good

No matter ontop of the word or deep in the hood

I want you to know that's the love is all there

I hired cupid as my love assassin, to keep the love here

Fresh daily so to everyone its rare

I want to take you to heaven and beyond

Where me make our girl neveah, she's beautiful, like her mom

This my lucky day, just like when I met you

Heaven or hell both I can go through

Definitely for you to be my mona lisa so unique

My muse and keep my family tight, life so sweet

You are my perfect lyrics to my tight beat

Together we are the rhythm people tap out with their feet

Still Tremblin

Still Tremblin

Has it really been a long time since you trembled?

Really? Can No one do what I do?

I tried to lose the thought of your soul

But the space in my heart was blacker than coal

I can close my eyes and see you there

Layin across the bed in the bare

ME touching your forbidden zones all inhibitions disappear

The Night was so beautiful I thought I would shed a tear.

I remember them days so now I wait

And see if U met the same fate.

I wonder when you close your eyes do you still see me?

Pleasuring you in away worth money

But because it was you, it was free

Do you close your eyes and try and recapture my feel?

Like you are in a prison getting your last meal

We shared a feeling unlike you ever felt in life

In another lifetime we could have been husband & wife

So much joy so much pleasure

You could hardly keep your head together

Did you try and rekindle a feeling I can only supply.

I remember the last time you blushed and we couldn’t go eye to eye

Seeing you the way U were made me say “MY, MY”

Do you still dream that I was there with you?

Making your soul tremble that way I use to

Leaving impressions on your heart

Which you do wanna say it, but since you won’t we’ll forever be apart.

You try and hide your emotion

But you tremble thinking bout that notion

I even see you tremble at the thought that I was further provoking

You know I wasn’t something but you won’t give

Your heart, Your Mind, Your Body feeling like this the life you should live

You miss me; in your mind U kiss me

You did the motions with your mouth

Thought I was there touching you down south

I saw you tremble in my mind

As in my heart you touched your self, trying to find

A feeling never before repeated

Your Body felt cheated

Your mind and heartfelt defeated

But we Tremble together that is what we both needed.

Tremble

Tremble

I knew you wanted me I could feel your thoughts

What you had planned was unlike anything I thought

I read your mind as I kissed that back of your neck

Nibbled on your ears under the stars on the deck

Let my hand roam your body as I stopped on your heart

The beats where half a second apart

We met lip to lip as my fingers massage your nipples

Rolled them and pinched & pulled they were stra8 bullet

Who shot the sheriff I didn’t have a gun to pull it

Reached under your skirt and felt you were wet

Didn’t get thatclose but you moved forward and they met

As I whispered in your ear “ I love You”

You seemed surprised and say “ You really do?”

I kissed your eyelids you tremble as you close your eyes

I undressed you but you were non the wise

As I took a white rose and traced the out lines of your body

You tremble as I am tickling every inch you talking baby you got me

I light candles and the smell of strawberries feels the air

Relaxing your body and mind leaving you in a state that’s rare

I rubbed your feet relaxed your legs, and released the tension in your back

Time was ticking although we lost track

This block of time went on forever so it seemed

You and me in a way I always had dreamed

Pleasuring each other in many ways

Love like this just isn’t true in these days

I wanted to make love to your mind and work your emotion

Stimulate your mind, touch your soul, & make love to you by the ocean

Under Moon light’s watchful eye

We share enjoyment of the light wind with the clear dark sky

The mooned shined in your eyes

Trembles shoot up and down your thighs

I always wanted you happy

Tried to please you I sensed you wanted to trap me

I wanted you to lie down and feel my fingers

As they explore your body and the good feeling lingers

And with one swoop my tools go to work

Your hips jerk

Everyone thinks it’sthe length but they just provoking

But it’s the motion that leaves the females unspoken

Say they got you whipped but they lost in pleasure

Warning you that you gonna fall in love, they can’t keep their head together

But now they whipped and wanting you now more than ever

Trembles like it’s cold wind but good weather

Trembles are much more than our physical together

Tremble More

Tremble More

I finally found out what was real

The soft and the sweetest feel

The slip of a tongue the pull of a lip

The feeling of silk on your black slip

The laces of your bra, that wears on your brain

Making me lose control bout to go insane

Women so smart, so beautiful, so enchanting, here with me

Sight for sore eyes, but much more that I thought it could be

They say smart people make love with their mind

But the frequency& connections are hard to find

The physical is there

The full soul, internal & external, mind & body, gives you a scare

I was attracted to your body why lie?

But as we became eye to eye

I realized it was sly, as I sexed you and you moaned & let out a cry

You were sort of relieved

The task of loving me and seeing how I believe

We are real we are a vision

Love & Life, husband & wife, can’t make a decision

I wanted reach your heart and soul that is my mission

But life without you is a prison

So meet me in the hall before lunch for a kiss

See me after school dismiss

So we can walk, thru the park

Wait 4 the stars and moon after it get dark

With one touch we came and trembled together made a sweet song

And keep each other warm in an embrace lasting long

A hold, which gives a bond holding strong

Our souls meet and enjoy each other forever long

I wanted to make your mind Tremble did I?

I wanted to make your body Tremble did I?

I wanted to make your soul Tremble did I?

Just when you thought you trembled enough on the floor

You came again so you tremble more

Judgment Day

Judgment Day

I knew since I was young this day would come

Could I be ready to get some?

A foreign concept at one point to me

My eyes closed how could I see?

I drew crowds of questions on my emotions

Different choices in my notions

Back to a place when I use to be

The park where I went down on bended knee

Tale a walk back to the bench that’s so special

On the top level

Right under the moon and stars

Listening to the passing cars

I kissed your hand and then your lips

As you twisted your hips

To get comfortable but I ask you to stand

Take your hand in my hand

And ask you to marry me and slip on the ring

My lord please let her say yes she is the sweetest thing

So sweet, so united, so smart, all I need

Time is passing but we at the same speed

The next year came and spring is in the air

The feeling is right, the wound is open & rare

The white roses are blooming the ice sculptures are made

Everyone has been paid

4:15 time to begin

Now you become forever my best friend

Thru thick and thin from now til’ the end

No walls, no stopping us

In you I trust

So there’s nothing else to say to you

But “I Do”

Since I held You

Since I held You

I remember the last time I held you

Wondered where I would be without you

On the waterway in Venice

In the rain forest in Brazil

IF you are my eternal sentence

I could just chill

Cause this is pleasure, this is heaven, this is life for me

IF my sight isn’t clear I don’t need to see

Since the last time I held you

Too much time passed, what are we to do?

Find our own time and set it to unlimited

On my chest, you rest your head, and our unity is gifted

And we silently talk about the future is now

My princess “where’s your crown?”

In our own space we share spiritual energy

Out from the temple of the body we flow free

Since the last time I held you I feel you next to me

Your lips on my neck as I write this poetry

No matter the problem it’ll never stop me from loving you baby

Welcoming you in the room and pressing you to the door

Your mind meets your body’s thought or more

As I hold your wrist above your head high

Kiss your lids as you close each eye

try to move your lips

Your legs wrap around my hips

you pull me into a kiss on your terms

Dam you’re hot, even my skin burns

Since I held you last fantasy has became a reality

I can see you smile at me

Warmly

I’m sure no one else see, I say no more, just let it be

Written Crack

Written Crack

You checking for it, after the first hit

You screamed on m and wasn’t feeling it

But deep inside your intrigue grew

You know “the general falls” interested you

You liked the way it was written

Enjoyed the way I was spitting

You herd the way those words slid off my tongue

It hit you quickly and you wanted to run

But you fiended for more, yearned for more

Asked for more until your throat became sore

I walked away with my book in my hand

Your sight started to expand

With my shadow

You rewind your recorder to hear the audio

Of the poetic vibe I just laid down

You felt nirvana when my voice is the only sound

That fills your dark bedroom

You undressed and pulls your hair back into a pony tail

When my voice hit your ears, you sigh and exhale

Laving down on your bed

With your pillow separating each leg

And you humping freely

Wishing it was me

You were holding on to

Couldn’t believe that poetic addiction overcame you

You came quickly the first time, started a slow grind

In your own mind

And your fantasy was me, sliding my hands so freely down your body

Caressing your skin so lightly

You open your eyes as the tape stopped

Your energy less body lay completely rocked

So satisfied when the written crack dropped

The general falls

The general falls

The ending is upon us the moon will rise

The pain is apparent as I look into the eyes

As I sit upon my horse and look back

The silence forces me to react

I have tears in my eyes for souljah fallen

The is busy for the lord I’m calling

The last few words were slow, and like a whisper

A single message I hope to deliver

I love you and you will forever be in my heart

Your angelic grace will shine as my lips part

To speak your name

Tryin to put away your piece when U end the game

The souljahs still standing shall march in your honor

As your name is tattooed on the out side of our armor

The war is longer than expected

No help from the officials elected

It appears they wanna help bit it’s false

My mind sometimes goes cold as frost

All I want to do is attack

Against the wall is my back

But I’m still fighting to survive

Tryin to keep my men alive

And live on in your memory

The way life should be

And at the end of time I still want to be free

Vision

Vision

I have seen you float around the house but you didn't see me

I was sitting in a chair silently

Enjoying your beauty as you floated along

Stature so strong, so beautiful

I know the mirror smiles when it see you

Girls watch from outside wondering what's it like to be you

you sense someone watching but not sure where

Its all cool baby its nothing for you to fear

I'm here

You calmly walk to the vanity and brush strokes in your hair

See a picture of me and wish I was there

And you don't know it yet

But I've been dreaming

Of you all day fiending

For you and the sensual games we play

Cause there is no sense of time

In my mind

Just a feeling as my senses climb

The level we reach I can't define

You walk pass me again to check out the view

Moon in your eyes as I walk up behind you

Holding you, kissing you reaching every part

Speeding up your heart

You can feel me in the dark

So I can get to your soul, get your feet off the floor

Make your level rise until you can't wait no more

You start to fade away

I look and forreal no play

The month is September and it's the 5th day

The dream was beautiful I'd have it no other way

Find the Words

Find the Words

I search my mind to find

A few words I can’t define

I think it’s a feeling

That is why it felt like an emotional killing

My heart is beating faster than before

I just want more

I want to love again

Why can’t I have more than a friend?

In some ways I am forced to mold

Find clay, whose story been told

Make them into a priceless jewel never to be sold

At an auction to the highest bidder

Is it suppose to make me a winner

What happened to me being to my self

Taking care of my health

Doing what I have to do

Now I ask for answers, you give me more lessons

Then they lead to more questions

You want me to fine the happiness I deserve

Can’t you speed it up to meet my learning curve?

I want passion

Close to forever lasting

And you gave me the kit to do it alone

I better not pick up the phone

And call you for help you said

Cause all my emotions you’ll render dead

So I take what I am given

Say two Hail Mary’s cause I’m living

Then make a decision

As to what I am not sure

But everything needs to be pure

Go in with both eyes open wide

Beware of outsides disguise

Cause it could be a test you don’t realize.

This World

This World

I never saw the world like this

My view changed after we kissed

I felt your energy surge through me

Finally my body felt what my eyes were able to see

Fantastically you are my new synergy

I and You became us & we

With the ability to set our souls free

The world is at our feet

The galaxy is our sky

The stars are our clouds

Our magic has no defeat

Bodies still on earth but together our spirits fly

This world can't contain us no need for it to try

We met over bullet Showers & Blood Stained streets

The peace was our sanctuary

And allowed us to travel the universe Mentally

We are no longer slaves to this world, just slaves to us

Patience is a must

The Journey is long

But when we finish forever we'll belong

To us and to whatever we want to do

Be loyal to me and I to you

This world is ours

"Ladies first, my queen" after you

Fallen Angel

Fallen Angel

I walked heavens ground with open fields to think

The devil was out there hiding in the bushes on the brink

Of the borders he been watching me

The next arch Angel is there for all to see

HE can sense the vengeance in my heart

The pain in my blood

So much so, where do I start?

The Pain got a sinful mixture of tears and love

The Gates of heaven has been good for me

I let all the drama be

Set the vengeance free

But it exists in me real deep

Feelings that been sleep

Have begun to be awake

My white wings are fake they’re really gray

I’m back on earth again “let’s play”

I’ve fallen from heaven cause my heart lacks purity

They couldn’t perform surgery

Cause I’m dead already

The molecules wouldn’t re-commit

Cell division is a problem, now they won’t fit

The fallen angel got a mission this time

And it’s somewhere in this rhyme

On a mountaintop it was written

In peace and quiet

My bad energy sent the good on a diet

Back on earth people shriek, gasp, barely able to speak

Never seen one like this walking the street

Ground never met feet

Wings now wide didn’t fall to low

Looking around what happened to my halo?

Hunger Pains

Hunger Pains

My stomach is burning and hurting

Striking like pins not constant put spurting

From my stomach to my heart

No point or need to explore where I start

Cause it’s right here and I’m so hungry

Stomach on it’s own someone please help me

Open up your house; let me in your home

Just want some fruit, treat me to an ice cream cone

I’m hungry please no one watch me

I’m lost in my delusion; I don’t believe what I see

“Not guilty” I thought I was apart of the jury

“Give us free” my bad I thought it was slavery

The last time I ate it was 15 hrs ago

And behind the came some H20 flow

Now since that I tasted toothpaste twice

The feel on my mouth was oh so nice

Now I’m fiending

Basically needing

A cookie, A salad, give me some pie

I’ll take anything my stomach hurt I’m gonna cry

My system shutting down energy low

Looking for the bathroom, but nothing to let go

My whole system is tight

Blurred is my sight

Trying to continue the fight

Can’t lift my arm to strike

These are true words that only I spoke

Believe me, I’m not greedy but I’m nearly broke

Sweating out the nutrients, my shirt nearly soaked

All this waiting, got my trying to get some hydration

I’m just trying to get my education

Like I see it

Like I see it

The way I see it our love is deep

It runs so deep I feel it in my sleep

You got inside if me

Touched my heart through my poetry

Put your finger tips on my lips

As my hands made their way to your hips

Feeling your energy run through me

Is like insanity

Seeing you leave is pain

Like you pulling in the vein

Than runs from feet, to my dick, and originates in my brain

Like I see it without the sex you got me

Opened your heart to love me, while letting me be

You let us originate and co-exist in our land of poetry

We connect mentally, talk spiritually, and at the same time free

Free to be loyal to each other in our own way

We don’t have to open our mouths to say

Anything cause like I see it you’re fine

Totally divine

And it grows deeper over time

MY love that is, as sweet as this poetic rhyme

I never try and stop the heights it could climb

Cause that would be limiting

And that’s not the force I want to be exhibiting

When it comes to you

Cause like I see it, there’s only you

I want to love you for all of you

See you through every fire you walk through

Open your pretty eyes to see the landscape

Lead you to forever in which we both escape

The way I see it, I want to be your superman minus the cape.

Beautiful Struggle

Beautiful Struggle

On the corner with my sign

"THOSE CRATES ARE MINE"

I take the marker I find and scribble blessings

Advise people to help and learn life lessons

Standing on the median care pass by

At an instant I catch this kid eye to eye

I saw the homeless man he looked at me hard

I guess trying to pull on my scared card

I'm in the passenger side hands in lap

When on the window he tapped

"Spare change?" I shake my head no

I was too young to realize it was the beautiful struggle

I'm not gonna get in to the particular of who's at fault

But i bet he enjoy's the result

People begging, bumming, and pan handling on the streets

Police officers walking their beats

As a woman struggle with a robber

She fights and with her purse she clobber

To the ground as her hits double

Cats only do when it's the beautiful struggle

Children on the streets looking poor

Asking for change when you walk out the store

Shoes busted, clothes dirty, faced covered with mud

Parents are crack heads, daddy smoking bud

Not paying attention to what the kids do

He selling crack hiding it in his shoe

Now rolling with a rival crew

But that's the beautiful struggle

How many lives have to crumble

under the oppression

Of the verbal digestion

Of the worlds said " It's a war going on"

Haven't they been waring since I was born???

It's the beautiful struggle don't you see

In this reality you'll never be free

Cause the struggle is going on every hour, everyday

President seeing it with shit to say

So this is the beautiful struggle, everyday

The Rip-off

The rip off

All we were suppose to get was 40 acers

And a mule but government are fakers

We built this land up and never compensated

Now they dead and we related

Can't we get what's promised in the word

Or haven't you ever herd

Of fair play

When ya'll do a job you want your dough

We wanted the land you pillages after using our woman as a hoe

For a good time then dump to the side

Now we want ours you run and hide

Cause you refuse to acknowledge you own writing

But want us to stop cussing and fighting

All your promises were a rip off for real

Just something to give us hope and you reneged on the deal

What about reperations? Arn't we owed that?

While in fields we labored on porches you sat

Eating our harvest, getting sloppy and fat

Litterally get paid off our backs and you don't care

Cause what's that time was so rare?

Nah cause you can't admit to being wrong

And singing the " My bad song"

So you lied to us cause our power was soft

Now we stronger and all know the government pulled a rip off

The Remedy

The Remedy

The phone rings, it’s my roll to listen

It was you hoping I had no opposition

You want to come over my response is why not

The steam from the shower made the house hot

Fifth teen minutes later a knock at the door

Had on a outfit that said “ gimme some more”

Had the fatty out there “it was talking to me”

Saying, “come get me papi”

She walked pass saying “Stressed really I’m”

Just as quick she left the dress behind

To the couch legs spread

“hit the cd player” you said

“Make my face red”

“Pleasure me so I stop breathing”

Been thinking about that all day, I’m fiending”

You wanted me to make your head turn like a demon

I played along

As “sex me” was the song

I worked you slow and deep

You seemed glad of your late night creep

On the couch you swerved your hips

Met my lips

With yours

Sweet strawberries came out your pours

You were lost in our lust

You screamed so hard, I thought the windows were gonna bust

I felt your body tremble & shake

Arched your back so much I expected it to break

Man you really moved your body like a snake

It was over and you were exhausted

Came down so long, your voice, you dam near lost it

So I asked “did I cure you baby”

All you could say was “you’re the remedy”

Slow Down II

Slow down II

Our minds joined as our bodies press together

We enter a land you have never

Been before

Our souls meet at the core

We kissed with fire, and moved with speed

We do what we both need

A feeling of fire and more fire

Tongue twisting and you moan

Push your back against the wall and you groan

Your skirt around your waist, legs on my shoulders

As I bend over

And please you right

You clinch your teeth tight

Scream as you shake

The sound barrier I was sure you was gonna break

I lead you to the couch you face facing the back

You didn’t know what was next so how could U react

I slid me fingers down the middle of your spine

You light moan was my sign

I slid in you real slow and you got wetter

As we moved you tried to keep your self together

You screamed for the second one of the night

Your muscles clinched tight

Your legs were weak

You was barely able to speak

You fell to the couch but I didn’t fall out

Looking back lust in your eyes U knew what it was about

I stroked fast & hard and pulled out

As I moaned you shout

I came once and you came three times

Slow Down never entered our minds

How deep is it?

How deep is it?

Your charms is developed more than I knew

I went thru

Things that I thought were unconditional

I loved a connection to your soul

Sent me into a feeling made me whole

Didn’t know the difference

But I could feel you from a distance

As you had a hold on me

And I had a hold on we

We were slaves to the relationship

Although we were both pushing for a rift

We loved to tease each other

A concept misunderstood by your mother

She cursed me, and banished me from your life

She had no right

But she did cause she was protecting her baby

She knew I loved you lady

Hard times we had maybe

But in the end we were Bonnie & Clyde

Together till the end… taking the last ride

I bet if we where apart our bond would be strong

Tight like crazy clue, we lasted so long

I remember when I was missing you

Thinking about kissing you

Hoping and wishing you

Were here in my arms tight

Together to the end of day through the night

I don’t really need to love your body; I’m in love with your mind

Trying to defend

US was mystic

How deep is it?

Your Body

Your Body

Skin so smooth when I touch

The smell I loved so much

Strawberries with a hint of cream

Sent me into a dream

Your hair was regular and relaxed in a way

So beautiful dare i say

Your eyelids covered those beautiful brown eyes

That as I kissed your forehead you awoke with a look of surprise

I moved to your cheek with a kiss so light

The pleasure was good, a moan you tried to fight

To your lips, I licked really soft

With the tip of my tongue until my tongue fell off

I kissed your neck down to your collar

Right on the bone "Aaaahhhhh" you began to holla

On the way down to your chest

You moan when I sucked the nipple of your right breast

I was always told I was the best

Moving over to the left for equal time

I'm moving down in a line

To your stomach, I trace your belly button

You giggle because of my tender loving

Right to the point where your waist meet

I skip down and massage your feet

Hitting those points to make you go crazy

Tonight imma treat you like a queen lady

Up to your ankles, I massage your legs to your thighs

I take a peak and still closed are your eyes

I trace kisses up your thighs right next to your crease

At that point no more peace

You breathe quicker

Your body shiver

As I move closer to your lips

You bucking your hips

And I tease with a slow lick

Before I focus on your clit

And invade your body with my fingers

For a while inside they linger

To find the right place to focus their attention

Cause pleasure is my mission

Just then I listen

And you let me know

As you tense for the 3rd time and let go

Cause today it's about you and your pleasure

Until you're done, stop, I would never........

I promise

I promise

My beauty, I promise to be there for you

Walk with you talk with you, care for you

But I can only do what you allow me to

I promise to hold you tight, kiss you softly in the middle of the night

I don’t want to have sex with you; I want to help you make love to you

I promise to always love you no matter what else I do

I want to make you the queen you should be, help you be more of a lady

I promise not to treat your wrong, no more tears over that R Kelly song

You don’t want to marry, I can get with that, I understand

Our relationship should be like bird in hand

I promise to let no one come between us

Down at the alter in God we trust

I promise no more tears

Let go of your fears

We can be together for 50 more years

I promise to do my best, and do my part

To keep together the pieces of your heart

I promise to try

All I can do is try, so we can be together let the BS fly

Everything else seems so empty

Cause in the middle of space all there is , is you and me

In the light of the moon the glow of the stars, we survive

Forever our souls will be alive

In the existing and past life

Emotionally, we both know you my wife

No rings involved at all

No tattoos or body art

My name on your body doesn’t have to be enclosed by a heart

It’s just known, who you are, just who I am, Just who we be

Not just lovers, but a family

And that’s real check the sheet

I promise that forever we’ll be apart of the same beat

The Miseducation

The Miseducation

You have to understand

The dynamic between woman and man

When love is on the tip of their tongues

And staying true to your life

The books that tell you he cheating are really lying

But then you not the real one

And you the hoe who can’t be a housewife

No matter how hard you trying

But she loves you and there’s no way she admitting it

That the connection is exquisite

And you can’t get it

Her friends and your friends all in your ears

Ya’ll looking at your peers

And they working your worst fears

But you trying to get an understanding

About what the opposite is commanding

The schoolbooks

And dirty looks

About counterfeiting

The feelings of forgiving

Cause you both are forfeiting

To the competition

Between woman & Man

Mars & Venus

In yourself and your love you must trust.

Can U relate?

Can U relate?

The truth is can you people relate?
Money gone, rent late
And so many people with their hands out
They truly know “what a thug’s about
Those people you owe can mess up your money
Make sure you can’t get a house for your honey
Cause your “credit is bad”
Can you relate?
To being homeless in every state
Have you ever been followed around a store?
For so many minutes, you don’t wanna shop there anymore
Have you ever been greeted by everyone once you walk through the door
If your answer is no, then you can’t relate
You don’t understand the pain or hear the cries
You can’t relate, cause you never seen hunger pain in a kids eyes
Never seen a sad kid in the hood
Christmas is cartons; a present might be too good
Have you ever been so poor; you went two days, no eating
Stomach rumbles keep you from sleeping
A thanksgiving meal, you’re dreaming
Until you wake up to a harsh reality
And you say to yourself, “this ain’t for me”

Walking through your house scratching your head
Found peanut butter, no jelly, and one slice of bread
Dad passed out, mom out cold
Baby got on a pamper 2 days old
Can you relate?
Have you ever been to dam hungry to speak?
Can open your eyes cause you too weak
No health insurance, no one cares
Go to a hospital, they don’t touch you cause of their fears
They fear you as a person, no matter how sick
Cause you been waiting so long, the second hand backwards tick
And the people in the waiting room are gone now
A whole new set is in
So you been lapped, it’s the good part of town
They think you living in sin
Cause you wear jeans so baggy, two people can fit in
They just don’t know you use to be able to fit
But lack of food, now you skinny, they fat you use to miss it
Out of luck you stay realistic
Cause little do they know you’re gifted
In the mental, but have you ever loved the race they hate
Then the truth is you can’t really relate.

Nourishment

Nourishment

Can people provide me what I need?

I’m hungry give me something to feed

On, like power from electrical lines, people heed the signs

I need more from people like, soul food from down south

Feed me for like millions of days

I want to fall asleep with gravy dripping outta me mouth

Feel the love with very bite love comes in strange ways

I need to feel the power from loving hands

In the bites of my biscuits spread with butter, it’s the color of sands

Steam escaping every bite, I feel emotions flowing, my body glowing

With delight, yarns and burps I fight

Cause this is being totally free isn’t it lovely

Food, family and friends people know why the rules bend

Nourishment is lemonade with lemons sliced, tea crushed iced

Everyone needs some type of loving, family or who ever

She invited my old girl, yeah that was clever

I remember she liked her the best

She showed up in a floral sundress, with a white hat

Had a dish with my favorite cake, dam she still looks good and now she can bake

Wow this is crucial, up until now life has been crucial

I want to sit and enjoy nourishment, from people who care

My conscious is clear in the church my soul is clear

I want food for my strength, love for my heart

Emotion for my soul, these devils can’t take me apart

I’m enjoying the fantasy, loving the dream

Stirring in my sleep, what does it mean?

The alarm clock starting, the clock on the rise

“Dam reality” as I open and wipe the crust from my eyes

Seems like only dream go that way

Hey I need nourishment what can I say?

My whole world has to come to an end

My whole world has to come to an end

I been here for a minute
I'm not really able to count
My fingers are growing, my feet are growing, I don't get it
I held up a sign
Do you see?
What's this bad carrying me?
All this fluid around me
Feels kinda weird
I'm kinda growing
Nothings new, swinging side to side
When their's music I vibe
She feels worried, scared and emotional
Through my window my mom reads the promotional
There's a lot of noise out there
Can't see do I care?
I hear talking can't make out the sound
I wonder what's going on now.
WHOA!!!! she's laying down
There's a light right there
I hear a vacuum
OH SNAP!!!!! Something is pulling
I need to hold on
I'm grabbing on to her, I don't wanna go
The Bag ripped now the juices start to flow
I'm grabbin on with my hand, please help me survive
I'm just trying to stay alive
I'm losing my grip, MOMMA!! MOMMA!! PLEASE............................
Down the tube my last breath is escaping
And my spirit start to ascend
The world was mine and I wanted in
"My whole world is at an end"